k this is a sorta emo post.
>><
but i really can't stand it lah.
u want to hate me, just hate me
don't try to come pretend like you're my best friend then start to come and start acting like i'm all wrong and i'm a stupid idiot who's opinions are not worth listening to.
i know i'm bad
but i'm not that bad.
sucks lah.
everything i do
everything i say
you think i'm the same as you?
i don't talk then fall in love ok.
it doesn't work that way
what's wrong
she doesn't even mind.
and u start thinking, oh , just 'cos you fell into ' love' like that. i will too?
NO INTEREST.
GETTIT!?
want me only to go along 'cos u duwan to be alone right
USE ME.
USE ME BUY THIS.
BUY THAT.
DO THIS.
DO THAT.
HOW U THINK I FEEL?
everything i do, i dont get anything from it.
u got help everywhere u go. i don't have any okay.
you do.
and yet you get everything.
breaking down.

i know i wasn't very nice
but
DON'T ACT ALL PISSED
THEN STILL HANG OUT WITH US.
ITS NOT EVEN LIKE MY FAULT CAN.
maybe part.
but
like
u don't need to act like everything is my fault.
then like an hour ltr
like nothing happen.
I DON'T RECOVER SO FAST OKAY.
I'M STILL HURT.
I PUT ON A FAKE SMILE BECAUSE I'M NICE.
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS AND GET INTO DEEP TROUBLE.
i think before i act.
you should too.

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yesterday had yf.
was pianist.
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piano sounded like it was muted
duno
maybe they cldn't hear my mistakes lohs
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forum was..
awkward
like ------------- was unsure of how to answer our questions.
then ------------ stare over at me, like as if i owe her living
ofcos idun care lah.
i understand but it wasn't like i wasn't listening right.
i mean if it was my dad, i wld like ppl to listen too
but i was listening loh.
make such a big deal.
it's not like i don't show you any respect.
then aft yf
uncle ethan shoo-ed us off 'cos of some reason he wanted to talk to the english side
WOAH. big embarrassment.
only jiaen my sis and me left.
cos we were the only chi side.
[ ironic ain't it]
then aft that my sis went home
then at church
uncle ethan msg me, say he very sorry 'cos his dismissal was very harsh
then he told me what he talked to the english side about.
i mean u talk like that to them, they also will be insulted
like as if its their responsibility
-.-
its not lah.
like we de zui them
i duwan it to be like that
---------------

then came home and slept for like super long
8pm - 5 in the morn

that's why i wasn't tired when i went to sch with joanna 'cos daddy was sick.
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then today bad stuffs happened.
not talking to ___ again
since it got such bad response
WHAT EVER.
THINK THAT WAY.
i tried to emphasize my point
but whatever i say, you guys don't listen
so what ever.
i'm not out to hurt anybody.
so don't make me.

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
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LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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