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Friday, August 31, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

HELLO!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ginSmD-VEeQ
listen to it while you read =D
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blahblahblahblah i bet i could fill a whole post with 'blah'
BAH! nobody visits my blog:(
poor me
kiddin'
today was a drag
accept for the giving outpresents part
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FIRST
told ms yin to come to class at 7..
haha. she was like ' OKAY ELISABETH. WHATS IT?' then i was like. MS YIN! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! then she was like 'really? Thankk youuu!!!' =D then sweet people from 6a started to give her presents=D so happy that jia hong did too=D if not my thinking of him would be trashed.. downthe drain .. blahblahblah
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ACES DAY WORK OUT
ACES = Active Children Excercise Simaltaenously
i think
dont know
dont care=D
anyway it was really fun
we laughed and laughed
'cos there was one part, where there was the 'line dancing' and then we liked.you know 'went down' so kai yee simulated the poo-ing part.=D was it her? ah well
=D 6E didnt do! so act lah
benedict and eugene sito were like standing there, arms crossed, acting as if they were like what heart throbs.. yeah riight loh
then joanne and licheng! they never do!!
jit hui and simhwee hor, they only did the hand actions
kai yee and i were like jumping around. we jumped around first, then realised that our shoes were EWWWW! so. we stopped jumping so much=D
:D then later went back to class for SS then kai yee and i TRIED to wipe of the grass.
sorry person who cleans the toilet
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then had english
i was the first one to give mr isa the present. i was like. he walked in. then i rushed up, 'happy teachers ' day mr isa' then he was like ' OH THANK YOU! ' then he shook my hand
=D
then the others started givin' him presents.
so sad lah
idk why but then i think that the people who dont even CARE to make a TEENY WEENY CARD are like TOTALLY UNAPPRECIATIVE! not saying you kai yee
people like yijie, marcus ETC. NOT EVEN ONE TEACHER YOU KNOW
ARGH i'm so angry with them
HOW CAN THEY BE SO UNGRATEFUL??? ARGGGGGHH
anyway
i better not get too mad
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i dont know why but i seem to 'hate' yijie more and More Everyday
haiz
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then mrs chen came in, and i gave her the first present=D then verybody else was rushin' out their presents and bombarding her with presents=D
*she had alot from 6a.. hope that she has a nice time opening*
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then had recess=D
blahblahblahblahblahblah
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then after that,blahblahbalh
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MT
before i stepped into class, i saw mdm lee, so i rushed out my present and i gave her=D
also first from my class .wwwwheee...ZZZ
*wheeez i'm old dont blame me=D
then cai lao shi came too bad vicki didnt get the chance to give her present=D
i gave her a present and everybody started to bombard her with presents and cards=D so sweet
:) what mr isa said was very true.
usually, it's those lower 'standard' people who care about teachers and stuff.
i'm not saying that ALL higheer standard people dont care... just that like you know, yijie, marcus etc. they just think that it's another normal day.
ARGh. there's sth about me that i'm able to feel and know what a person feels like.. unless of course i'm very mad at that person
ARGH
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then had the teachers' day concert
poor pandora and 3 people didnt get to perform
ah well
they will perform on childrens' day=D so do it extra nice horXP
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then blahblahblah
this is SUCH A SHORT POst
-- i saw jia hong..----
HAPPY ALMOST OVER BIRTHDAY JESSIE NG
AND HAPPY ALMOST THEREBIRTHDAY EUGENE KUAN
=DD
`Elisabeth~
blogged@ 5:16 AM



Tuesday, August 28, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

okay. it's really been tough for me today so.. erm...i'mnot doing a lonng post. *ithink*

TODAY
erm okay i startedthe daywith english..
bamm there goes my english marks
i can kiss it goodbye
*goodbye marks.. muah*
..ididnt even get an A!?not even ABOVE 70?!? argh
how am i going to face my sister? my brothers? my daddy? my mom?..
and most importantly.
how am i going to answer to...

myself..

i asked myself.. have i been working hard? i say 'no'.. but i HAVE been working....argh.. i'm totally freakin' out these marks cannot leave my mind.
when i was walking back....i was thinking about it. and an empty feeling swept over me.. and i was like crouching down on the pavement as if i had a stomach ache.. nobody was watching me so idont care..
mann do i hate that feeling. that was the feeling that i had when i was depressed....iDONTwantto be DEPRESSED>
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after english, we had math.. not that bad.. i got 79... i wanted to get above 80..but if this is what i get, i'm okay..*3 people had 100.. congratz yijie. guessed those hard work that you put in helps....100 is your reward*..**idoubtyouwillreadthis**
-----------------------*ofcoursei'llwork*
then ...brrriinggg recess. quite okay..
if leland is reading this.... sorry for what i said... sorry for calling you ......not good..
i really didnt mean it. it just slipped. it's the horrible side of methat just wants to be a part of sth, to make me feel as if i AM something but actually, i'm nothing... sorry
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had mother tongue. it wasnt SOO bad.
*skip*
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had SCIENCe
i HATE this part
i got soo low!?! argh i never got *not an A in this year before?!??1
ARGRGGGH .. to add to the misery, IT IS PRELIM!?!?!?!
ARGGGH
**SKIPP!!!******
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had 'art' this relief teacher came in walao. he treated us as if we were what. robots..
'IF YOU WANT TO TALK, RAISE YOUR HAND,THEN ONLY CAN WE MAINTAIN ORDER' then i was like. WHAT DEE.. talk also must raise hand...i almost wanted to scream..
'HELLO! we're KIDS! we're STRESSED. give us a break will'ya'.. yeah but unfortunately i was too busy 'crying' over my marks to care..
here's another 'quote'
' If you dont have Discipline, you cannot study..' then i was like ... walao. obviously he comes from the olden days where they always get you to drill drill drill. well, you know what? morden kids ai'nt like that. morden kids are more 'pampered' BUT we know when to study and when to enjoy..we aren't stupid people.. we are HUMAN BEINGS.. GIVE US A BREAK ok?! art is like the period wheere we get to enjoy and socialize. you might say ' you have recess.. ' but... i ask you...
do you only socialize with your fellow colleagues with only what .. less than HALF AN HOUR?! OBVIOUSLY NOT RIGHT. THEN GIVE US A BREAK!!!
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ihate my life...not as in depressing mood. but REALLY. sincerely.
you know what? i bet my life is so damn boring that i would even
walk slowly even though a big bully told me that i better rushed home if not i'll *craccck*
SERIOUSLY. my life is THAT boring. my life is NOTHING special..
i cant even bring myself to put A SINGLE smiley face
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
blogged@ 10:51 PM



'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

all those sad feelings are welling up in me again..
haiz
those feelings of hatred, sadness, depression, jealousy...etc.
those feelings that i really want to kill..those that caused me to be a jerk..
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i am over the moon
i know 65.5/90 ain't very good but hey..
i worked, and even though i ain't that good at chinese as you all, i'm a human and i like the receive encouragement to know that i have done sth GOOD at LEAST.
that's why nadhirah, thanks so much
kai yee: .. i dont know why you gave me that look
i mean yeah 65.5 isn't good. 'cosyou got 80.. but give me encouragement at least? you're my supposedly best friend. but sadly, not my no. 1.. i cant really give you place no. 1 'cos.. well. i just can't. sorry
dont come and call me
i am your best friend. we're just not no. 1s. you can tell me your secrets, it's safe with me. but i wont tell you mine. and you cannot force me to..
sorry.. i really am.. if you want me to tell you who are my no. 1s.. okay
1. God.
2. Mother, father
3. joanna
4. bros
5. evelyn and nadhirah.
6. Joy, Jiaen and jerrie* from church*
7. joanne*not stealing frmo you jit hui
8. nic *not stealing from you jolina
9. valentina...
10.you... sorry
11. vicki :D
12. terence
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weee!=D
.. i'm trying to by hyper after all i've said above^
today was nJRC presentation * national junior robotics competition
.. phew. so glad it's over. .. when i was goingto the sci centre, and i had a TERRIBLE headache. AND it was like so crammed lah.
.... i was doing some stuffonthe laptop. *withthe cover across rayson's lap bcos he was sitting across me*
then he suddenly *plop* sleep liaoHAHA.
so funny then eug the vegetable also slept haha he sleep very funny got that look
of wanting-to-laugh-yet-i-dont-want-to-laugh.. look=D
after the presentation,... PHHEWWW=D
i saw terence aT the sci centre and i was like.. 'huh??'
LOL
okay enough junk said=D
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i dont want to get back my english marks...
actualy i dont want to get back all my marks except science
and oh man
i'm worrying about how i cannot get ANY A* for PSLE.
TOTALLY FREAKIN' OUTTA HERE

okayy.. not much to talk about anyway=D bye

-Elisabeth
*vicki congrats on your marks.. yijie too
.. 97 hor.. pro...*
kai yee: you owe him that much
i dont care how much you are scared. if you do not do it, i shall ignore you until you do. even if we go to sec sch..i knwo i sound like a jerk but.. sorry. and erm no thanks can i dont be your mama? thank you SO much...-.- .very unlikely you will visit my blog since last time you never DO.. everytime you HAVE the opportunity. .. whatever.
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~Elisabeth` again=D
` in [u]memories[/u] of that special class<3
`i want this to [u]last[/u] <3
blogged@ 6:04 AM



Saturday, August 25, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

hello. i havn't posted in a while
this ain't gonna be a long post ....:>
nobody's online and i'm gonna start studying soon...
o..k.. this week was all about prelims.
the adreanaline..
so much pressure.
i dont know.
i just dont have confidence
...lemme do a check
ENGISH
Oral : psle... not good..
prelim?not bad... though 24 wouldn't be too good
Compo: prelim ... not very confident.. but quite happy... and not disappointed ..
Psle.. not yet
Listening - Prelim ... not very confident either.. not that bad..dont know if can get full marks
Psle.. not yet
Paper 2 - Prelim ... erm.. ok i guess. just that i wont get an A*... i dont know why.
Psle.. not yet

MATH
Paper - Prelim.. i'm quite confident. i dont aim for like 90+ but i do aim to get above 80.. if possible, above 85. i've not got such good marks these few years but ah well...

CHINESE :
oh. i dont wanna talk about it.. .. obviously? i flunked.

Science : havn't
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i feel as if i have been letting my family down.
they have provided so much for me, but i never appreciated it
and now, it's my last year.. it's a chance for me to prove myself..
but surprisingly, i dont seem to know it.
i have not been up to standard for english and that is a double embarrassment since i speak english at home
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ES:
has the news reached your ears? how come you seem to neglect all my messages. esp on Msn.
.. .. .. am i mad at you? no.. not really. just wondering...and just so you know if you're reading this. the so-called news is not true .. Priority .. priority.
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blahblahblah. i like alot of songs
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i havn't done my math homework
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NJRC sucks.

...
...
`in memories of that special class<33
-Elisabeth
blogged@ 3:14 AM



Friday, August 17, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

hello!

this is gonna be a loonngg post and since like only 3 people are online, i took the time to blog=)

i have like 6+ days to blog about

hmm

my last post was on saturday

i need to poo. brb

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back=)

hmm

sunday was a usual=)

so ..okay... erm

on monday

went to school..

erm. had math

can't rmb what i did.lol

then had eng.....we went through papers

bleahbleah. cannot rmb...

after school, we had some lecture thingy.

so -..-

they were like soooo -..- it was science

if you visit vicki's blog, you can read all about it=)



o..k..

tuesday. had math Mass lecture



i'm kinda proud of myself, because i can do some mental calculations.=)

hahaa

---------------DAncing Queen-----------* not me.. the song * ---------------------------------

wednesday, mr isa was giving us 'tips' for oral.LOL.

something about.. last minute is stupid. and blahblahblah.=))

then the p5s were doing some ..dancingthingy

i like the chicken dance

dadadadadadadaddadadadadada.okay

sorry

listening to anothersong so cannot do the chicken danceLOL

-------------------------Dancing queeen______________ABBA-----------------------------

blea

then thursday...

had my chinese oral

actually i wasn't that bad.lOL

really.

really?

really.

really really?

really really.

really really really?

really really really.

aha

=P

i'm kinda of proud of my chinese

but the problem with me is that when i 'improve'in another subject, my 'best' subject will deteorate.

see?

i dont even know how tospell

Haiz

ah well

then i went out for lunch

quite early like 11+

bcos they let us offlate

haha=)

ahh well

mrs chen gave us 24 math questions..

ifinished it all! weeepee.AHha.

weee+ peee = a liquid that comes out

wahahhaa

weee = pee

wahhahahah

okay

whatrubbish

:(

poor me

i'm such a loser

AH WEL

i dontcare

WAAHHAAHAa

i'm mad

and i want to stay this way



` i want this to last<3

wahahha

that's .........idont know what

but i'm starting to like the liddle ` there..

nice?

that liddle dottie thing

`

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`

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ahhha

now you know what i'm talking about

waHAHA

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feelt like exam was over

but it wasn't

so..

=0

went to sch for english.....

hm

i flunked

basically bcos the picture was so i dk what

and i had some miscue's

and during conversation, i was TRYIINNGG to CONDUCT a CONVERSATION.





BUT



the examiners were like ' uhhuh.. uhhuh'

WHAT DID THEY EXPECT ME TO SAY ? i was FREEAAKKINN OUT.

the LEAsT they COULD do was to like

erm

gimme some ENCOURAGEMent?! do theyh think that i'm oh-so- calm ??



aiya

no use fretting over it

'cos ah wellit'sover



then went to library with kai yee and vicki

senkang library

....metro was having some sale in the centre square.

kinda boring anyway.=P

ahha

i'm a meanie poot

waAHHA

ah well

i'm in the 80's mood.AHAH

diggin' the dancin' queen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7GFpMb0sOaw



yup

^ up there

ah wel

then aftthat vicki and kai yee came to my house

kai yee was 'hogging' the computer.

LOL

vicki was lazing around

and me?

being a goodie girl was reading.=P

and partly doing my book

OK!

who am i kiddin'

i did some work

i played a LIDDLE bit

bleah

then i read

=))

princess and the pauper is a nice book=))

hehh

i kinda cried bcos if it and i cried bcos of sth else

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somebody shocked me

ah well..

kai yee : dont take it too hard.

it was kinda obvious ... was onto you.

=) dont feel guilty

i never felt anything...so you shldn't feel guilty=)

we shld never let anything become between us shld we?=)

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okayh

this is a really short post

i ahve SO manyt hings to blog but it's all emo stuff

and well

time for a change=)



`i want this to last<3
[_lizZ_] I'M SORRY /&} `..in sweet memories of that special class..<33

wah

that liddle ` again=)

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blogged@ 7:14 PM



Saturday, August 11, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

evrything is just not as it is supposed to be
ARGH
time is runnin' short.

my qualifications. * to be an idiot*
1. i'm stupid
2. i'm ugly
3. i'm hated
4. people thinki'm wierd
5. crazy
6. random
7.unwanted
8. treated like dung
9. HATED
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i am SO stupid.
i can NEVER get ANYTHING correcton my first try
aRGH
how am i EVER gonna get into a good school?!
2.
i am SO ugly..
SOSOSOSOSO
everytime i lookinto the mirror, i see the ugliness.
i bet i even look like a guy
P-U!
3. aRgh
ok
i shall not elaborate anymore
i'm just not ideal
i'm a DISAPPOINtMENT to life
i'm disastrous
i can NEVER get sth right
i dont know ANYTHING about mylife
i am the BIGGEST faker you would ever know
argh
why can't i just be myself in front of my friends without the fear of being 'unliked'
..............................haiz
i think that i'm being depressed 'cos i think that i'm depressed.
but now,
i find it very true
thnx vicki
--
just now, i was waiting for my daddy.
all alone
then i tried to 'reflect'
and i didnt really find anything to be so depressed about.
so i guess.
i shld'nt be depressed eh?
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i feel soooo left out man
i dont know what has come over me,.
sth has made me sooo mad + angry that i dont feel like EVER seeing SOME people in 6a
* dont get me wrong. i still want to see my darls*
just some people.
i was like. sayingso many things about ohh.'friends forever'
blahblahblah
and now, i just want to get on with my life.
and grow up
FAST
i dont want to be looked down anymore.
i dont want to be left out as always.
i want to be part of the grp,
a grp that knows no difference.
a grp that doesn't mind you being crazy
a grp that DOES the crazy things with you.
i guess that is why
when i look at my sister's friends.. and etc. i then realise like...
WHAT HAVE I BEEN MISSIN' OUT ALL THESE YEARS.
my voice sucks mann

bleah

i can't do anything about it
so i might as well
just wish upon a star.
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dedicated to some of the most precious people of my life:
I totally admire you, for accepting me for who i am
'cos normally, nobody would...
you were there when i was down, you were there when i was happy.
and i really am thankful that you're here
to catch me when i fall
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`Elisabeth(TM)(C)~
blogged@ 9:40 PM



Friday, August 10, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

hurt, unwanted, used...
i've been used to find information, to report, to take all the responsibility, to stand up for them, to comfort them... Just used for their own good,
and yet, i don't seem to mind it.
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I DeTest you DH.
why can't you even let me have the chance of being a normal person?
so everytime you see me, you gotta ignore me?
you got to give me the most difficult time?
i thought you were nice when terry said sth..
but now, i don't see why i shld think of you that way.
okay, you use me.
isn't that enough?
isn't torturing me last time enough?
do you have to treat me differently? am i asking for that?
all i'm asking for is just to be normal friends. does that have to be so difficult?
do you ALWAYS have to show me that digust on your face? as if i'm a peice of dung?
as if i'm just sth for you to laugh at?
ARGH

kai yee : i'm sorry if i hurt you by breaking up or sth.
but well,it's kinda true.
PSLE has brought us further.
and it is both of our fault.
we both havn't been nice to each other.
i'm sorry
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vicki : i'm lazy. i'll. do it another day
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ytd's NDP wasn't bad..
really enjoyed it
i'm lazy
so well
if you want to see the pics,
go to..
my sisters picture blog
http://picpacpoc.blogspot.com/
yupp
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i have a tattoo!
saying ' Made in Singapore'
LOL
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i am OFficially hated, unwanted, used and neglected by the world..


~Elisabeth`™©
a.k.a.
the outsider
blogged@ 12:31 AM



Wednesday, August 8, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

pre- national day!=)
i'm feeling sad.
:(
this is our last year.i won't get to like put my arms around my friends anymore. in all these occasions.:(
i just hope that after PSLE, they will organise some bonding stuff.=)
'cos today, when mrs loh read the national day message for all schools , the minister of education said sth like, ' i hope that you all won't forget your friends'
or sth like that.
that really hit me..
then i keep thinking of the past.
those memories that we enjoyed as a class.
nomatter how embarrassing it was.
6a .. is.. and was a class that knows no odds.
even though like. some people aren't so attractive,
6a-rians treat everybody the same.
or at least, i hope ALL 6a-rians are like that.
i hope, that sometimes, maybe after PSLE, i willget to dedicate a song to
primary 6a..
by singing it.
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ok
today wasn't as i expected it to be.
i was hyped upLOL
i wanted to sing 'my island home'
but too bad..:(
didn't get a chance
haha
i really enjoyed myself
i really WAS myself when i sat next to nadhirah.=)
luv ya
....=p
STOMP competition wasn't too bad.
just that i found it a Liddle boring..
A LIDDLE
don't get me wrong.
oO
the p5 dance mania. was.........................................erhhhmm
i think that 5a 2006 was still better
WE WON! YAY! i rmb that we put in alot of effort.
including the cheering.
and the banners
I LOVEd last year
=))
i am really grateful for us to be put together.
=) ilove6a2007!=))
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saw mrs chantoday. she looked to PREEETTTYYY!! WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOO!LOL
=))
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i =can sing the song 'at the beginning'
i keep picturing myself. like.. being on the stage, dedicating either the song 'at the beginning' or 'one in a million' to 6a2007=)
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i rmb that when i was young, i used to have alot of ... tapes with all the classics.
too bad, 'cos of technology advancements, haiz. we had to throw them away
i keep rmb-ing scenes frmo all these classics. it really holds fond memories...
... i feel so happy and grateful.. i havn't been wasting so much of my childhood.=)
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i like to daydream, i day dream ALL the time. well. most. haha. i rmbed that as a young liddle kiddie, i used to daydream... then.. it was like. i would sit on the sofa, or just lie on the bed, thinking about fantasies and what it would be like to be a princess, be a prince, live in the olden days, be like cinderella, be all pretty... i even played dressup HAHA.=) i guess it was the exposure .....
thanks mommy.=)
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today is reflecting day...
today, i have reflected alot and i realise that i've not been a very good person..
sorry toany body that i have offended or broken.
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ok. so it ended, bleah.
went home with vicki... she bought some really cute wrapping papers.=) she called her 'kors' loooosseerrsss
aHAH. so cool right.=)actually not really. they're kinda nice people.=).
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came home=)
had lunch.. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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came up, used com until 1, then started work....
hmm
i did 5 questions, then i fell asleep.. in the process, i had muscle cramp. it was really horrible.
lOL
ahaha.
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it's my passion. it's my dream. it's my love. it's my gift............
i can never stop singing.any time, any where. everywhere
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daddy came home.=)
joanna came home.=)
timothy came home.=)
josiah came home.=)
then all of us, as a family went to JSM's 43rd anniversary...really liked it.
time passed very fastthough.
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went to mac.
drank some stuff.
ate some stuff.
came home
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i don't know. shld i be looking forward to tmw's MArina bay performance? i dont know
time seems to pass so fast, that i dont seem like so excited.
it's just the mentality i guess.
and it's pretty irritating. considering that
well, you just don't enjoy stuff so much anymore
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i can not stop dreaming.
some stuff, cannot be erased..
nor can my love for you.....
this is dedicated to all my darlings.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxTn9Qzi1FE
one in a million.........
and a little comedy..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tx5KDyvlG3Q
=)
~Elisabeth`
blogged@ 8:08 AM



Tuesday, August 7, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

hello!
im' so hyped up 'bout tmw!
it's NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION.
feel like eating out with friends..
just that nobody is free.. :( SAD.
waaaaa
lOL
nvm.. i'll get plenty of opportunity after PSLE.
LOL
i'm blogging quickly.
'cos nothing much to talk about anyway.
just bored.
msn is on don't know what
i can't logg in.:(
ok
lemme deescribe my dayy.
went to school..
had 4 periods of chi b4 recess.
you know. suprisingly, it passed so fast.
i was so busy copying down notes.LOL=))
i feel so proud of myself.

but

i must revise. if not it's not worthit.

i like the song 'at the beginning'
=) i can sing along too!=))
same pitch. yay
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recceeesss
-----------------------
i waspissed at HER
but i just can't show it.
ARGH
i hate myself
i shld tell her that.
i just can't..
WHYY!??!?!! i'm torturing myself. but i don't seem to mind.
ARGh
WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH ME!!?!?!?!??!?
haiz

it's really pain..haiz
then had english.
received homework.
practice papers 17 And 18
one of them is set by him... i think. and another is the p5 paper. it wasn't that difficult.the number 18
...=X
can't say too fast.
don't judge
haha
-.^
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life is a road that i want to keep going
love is a river that i want to keep flowing
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then. had chinese.*again* this one passed even faster.
i was outta energy

if it's true.
it's eugene sito's birthday tmw.
happy birthday..
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then had freee period.
then came home..
haiz
boring
did some work.
fell asleep
finished the paper 18
then ..erm..
cant rmb.
oh yah
i brought my doggie for a walk.
she was so scared of a dog that she broke out of her leash and had my run after her
i am partly sick
i never recovered fully actually.
then when i was like sprinting after her.
she turned.
saw me
then ran
i was scared
but luckily..
she was waitign at the gate
i didn't scold her.
i mean
i can't stand it
haiz
she's justl ike me.
an immature freako.
----------------------------
when i was drinking MILK
i felt a pain in my chest.
almost vomited.
it was like.. grpping my chest.
stretching it
like you know.yahh
then i was like
bREAthe
BREAtHe!!!
..
blah

at the end i want to be standing at the beginning with.. you
youknowyouloveme
~elisabeth`

blah
byee
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Monday, August 6, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

hi
i just got back from school and guess what? i stained my skirt
AND the chair that i sat on during sci period,.,
shhh. i had my mens..
mann
anyway
1st period
mathh
not bad..
not bad..
nothing to say..

blah

heh.
lameness. theniwilldothis..-...-
see? three nostrils
haha
if you want a piggie.-..-
CUTE RIGHT

ok,. then had english
you know. my brain can like 'listen' to two things at once.sometimes
ok. then i was like listening to mr isa.
and then the familiar words of the recollections trailed into the silent classroom.
and i realised. they shld ask a 6a-rian to like do the recollection.
we never had the chance.
and they're not very good
it's like. so artificial..
LOL
no offence..

blah

then had math
again
got back homework... one paper.
tmw gonna get somemore.-...-
LOL
then ........ermmm
kenna scolding
'cos never do corrections..
lucky don't need to do punishment.
*phew*
then had recess.
kai yee : i think that we're like.. getting further and further apart.
it's heartbreaking
but we just don't fit together
you have changed.
you don't do crazy stuff with me anymore
i used to think that that was lame.. and now. it's totally the opposite..
maybe i have become you.. - elisabeth style
and you have become me ..- kai yee style..
i'm just stating a fact..
it saddens me
but maybe.. i'm gonna say this. once
and only once
if you don't read..
too bad.
i want to breakup.
i don't want to be your best friend
i'm willing to just be your friend..
or maybe a good friend.
------------------------------------end of segment---------------------------------------------
ok then had... erm. lemme think.
what did we have?
AH! science
went to the....-.^
com lab
LOL
haha very funny
i enjoyed itX)
and mdm lee was dressed like
'WOAHH!!!!'
=x
LOL
then ..
had mother tongue
chi teacher was understanding
and let my change my ---
then later she scolded the whole class
by making us stand
then she let me sit down
+ joanne
+ valen
we were the 1st 3!=))
i was the first.
but ah well
we were 'guaii'
LOL
i wasn't in a mood to be bad
besides
i was feeling sick today
my back hurt
haizz.]
and i didn't really score well for my chines RP2
*revision paper 2*
then..hmm.
i was like wishing that i had a patent medicine.. ' Fail -Ease'
LOL..
like in the passage of english practice paper 16
x)
ok. then erm..-..-had....
assembly
they taught us the recollection
i've recited it for like 6 years

i think...

anyway. then sang the songs
kai yee. sadly.. did not do those actions with me..
i felt so.. alone
but that's not gonna spoil my spirit
i still have jessie and theresa and alot others that will do these stuff
jessie's a nice person
and theresa's the one that does the silly antics with me=)) thnx guys
during national daycelebration, i'm gonna sit near the front.
and wish that mrs chan will come by
i wish that i wld be like last year
when theresa, mrs chan and I were like you know.. hands around each other?
i wish that that could happen.=)

---------------------RRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG------
after school.
had a quick lunch
i rushed down
rushed up
sat down.
ran around.
lol
sat down.
yijie sat at my seat so i sat at his.
ahh! his seat so breeeezee
LOL
*breezy
okay. then. erm.
had math test
i was like rushing for time.
haiyoo
i'm really impossible
LOL
=))
buti'm happy. imanaged to figure out a question. even though i might not get it all correct, i might at least have working marks=) i hope that i score above 80 for this test.
it's revision paper 2 too
LOL
ok
then came home
mmm! the ice lemon tea+ ... 7-up or sprite that vicki mixed for me is REALLY nice
ahha
then came home
washed up
sat at the computer
talked
to terry
he's like. the shlder i can rely on.
realiable shld i say
haha


ENTERING hoLIDAY zoNe.
LOL
kiddin'

-Elisabethh
8 i'm lazy these days..
'cos of ____________
so
haiz
holiday zone
oh i HATE IT
makes my back hurt mann.
i wonder what it'll be like to have a baby
don't want to try ..LOL
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Saturday, August 4, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

hello.
i feel wierd today..

to kai yee :
i know that those words that you said to me
about how you felt happy when i felt happy were false...
but i don't blame you ...
a person like me doesn't deserve it i guess.
since nobody visits my blog, nobody will probably read this. so this is kinda like a diary
but kai yee.. really i don't blame you
'cos personally, i don't think that anybody wld feel like that
you have changed.
and i cannnot do anything about it.
you were a somewhat good friend... but let's not hold grudges against each other. and just be friends. we don't need to be best friends k?
let's just be good friends...
------------------------------end of segment---------------------------------------------------
i feel unlucky.
no. not really.
ok.
6a STOMP-ers
even thought you didn't do so well,
nobody can blame you.. 'cos you did your best. and that's the best that we can ever do
don't let it bring you down.
esp ms yin..
you are a great teacher the way you are...
----
6arians aren't perfect. i just want to make that clear to most teachers.
we may not be SO well rounded* i'm talking in like holistics*
but. we are ourselves.
we will shine each individual
i know that one day, teachers will say,
' hey! that's terry! he's a doctor. i taught him before!'
and smile proudly
and someday, one of us will appear in the papers for a good cause.
and they will smile
that is. if they still rmb us..
one day,
we won't make you disappointed.
thank you teachers for the memories.
even though they weren't always that sweet. but
there were fun times, and bad times..
but what matters most is our own attitude.
-------------------------

i just went out!
i bought a necklace, a few rubberbands, a comb and a few hairbands
they are SO adorable
haha
=))
and my dog is so cute@
i've been squealing about how 'CUTE!!!!' she is for like
a whole day
or maybe a whole week
haha
i like my comb. it's purple=))
if it was blue, it would be better.
i like everything that i have..
-----------------
sometimes, i wonder.
what it would feel like
if you could like have perfect weight, body,everything..
------------------
i admire people who can cook=)
bcos, to me.. cooking is a skill that i do not possess.
it's a skill to know what to put together and etc.
that's why i think that my sis is skillful and can do home - ec
personally, i am a failure at this..
-----------------
i just watched parts of 'what a girl wants'
i have watched the movie before. i like it.
starring Amanda Bynes and oliver james
i think that Amanda looks so cute.
like joanne.
they have that little vampire teeth that is so cutE!
i think that they are so like. pretty..
and oliver james is so handsome *Swoons*
sometimes...
i feel like as if i have no future.
i just want to be gobbled up
---------------------------
i feel hated. i feel unappreciated, i feel unloved. i feel angry . i feel vengeful. i can smell revenge.

then again. i must control my feelings.
haiz..
i'm speechless. i feel behind the scenes. i feel as if i can't do anything in this world right.
i've stopped my piano.. almost like the only thing that i was above average..
my studies suck andhaiz..
i hate everthing about me..
but then.
if i criticize myself, i'm like slapping god in the face bcos he createdme.
so i shall try not to be like .. unappreciative
------------------------

blah
blah




-Elisabeth
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Thursday, August 2, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"

WOOOHOOO~~~~
i thoughti would hate today, but actually. i L-O-V-E it
LOVELOVELOOOOOVVVEEEE
haha
lemme say that gd things
first
started off with PE.
wasn't so bad today.=)
YAY ME!
then had English. mr isa wanted to simulate the PSLE format for composition.
so we did compo
i feel SO confident.
=)
i ddeveloped the story* or at least i think) and! i like my story!
YAY ME!
then had math...
didn't get so many wrong...
YAY ME!
recess.
didn't have to play piano.i love music. it's my passion. my life. but i LOATHE playing ...
i love playing for lesure..how you spell. oh nvm
anyway
YAY ME!
then had math again.
got only one wrong..
Yay ME!
then had mother tongue
I IMPROVEd IN MY CHENG YU.... but V. and T. were SO irritating. now that they are sitting next to each other...
YAY ME!
then had math again
got only 1 wrong! YAY ME!
then had science
... got alot of wrong.
but i enjoyed the lesson.
first time
i laughed.
and laughed.
YAY ME! and booo me..:(
then .... AFTER SCHOOL!
still have supp..
had english.
mr isa was so kind to us.. yay us!
LOL
he let us bring home
'cos it was very HOT. and we were all TIRED.
one day of studying.. we were all EXHAUSTED
=LOL
then had mt.
went to the AVA room.
for the 1sssttt time in the WHOLE year, it wasn't crammed
YAY ME and US!
then went home
YAY ME!
and i feel so accomplished
i finished all my homework in like 2 h. or less.
and i ... brought my dog for a walk
i almost felt like screaming.' YAY!'

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to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
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to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
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my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
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