feel really retarded.
if i told you i'm like totally screwed.><

Dear ♥

maybe i'm just going crazy.
ridiculous.
but i really miss you.
i miss talking to you.
i wish we never stopped talking....

i know exams and all... >< but now i don't even know who you are.
thinking about it now, i just wanna cry
but of course, you'll never know about it
><
just little me, being emo and all...

i miss you.
i hope you get this.
<3

♥,
Elisabeth

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that was really just an emo post ><
really

><
don't come asking me who it is, 'cos i ain't going to tell...

><
anyway
today... had english
it was okay.
just got into groups
and was stuck with some people [ only sane person ? Yijing <3]
then ltr had recess
then had PA><
it was ok lahs. lols
;p homework timetable? so weird.
haa
then had math
quite fun
i think mdm chew's question quite fun to do =X
haha
...
then had music
which was oober fun
but not so fun as lastweek
last week we were singing ' yesterday once more ' by the carpenters
then like this week we had to do wad we learnt the whole term.
:D
i think most poeple rmb vitas
lols.
♥s______

hahaha
then went to the mph.
♥s______
had this library board investiture
hahha
xD
thn aft that prize winners stay back for a while
i got 2nd top in sec 1 and topin hist for sec 1
and its like
so few prize winners
relaly? not professional AT ALL.
-.-

lols.
then like okay lah
then took bus 174 with gerald ryan jenna yijing and darren!! haha
xD
at the busstop something like super funny happenf lah.
=D
but its not much of my businss so nvm
then took to dhoby
then hung round a while
then took mrt to newton
for my last french lesson XD
surprisingly, the most effective tOO
maybe its the teacher? maybe its the willingness to learn 'cos it's the last lesson? i dunno
haha
lols.
then came home
kinda empty lah
and time passed pretty fast
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u know i duno
why
but i think that all you've seen is my face...
you havn't even heard me,
seen me in real life...
><
yet,
♥s_______
:(

i wait for the day this is over, and i can get over you...

♥s_________________________


xoxo

yesterday was funn.
went to school and waited awhile 'cos ollie and shumin were finishin their homework
then sat at the round tables.
talked talked talked talked
then went back to class
had silent reading
almost cried
while reading ' for one more day' by mitch albom
icried the night before and i almost cried in sch except for the atmostphere wasn't that quiet [hinting shumin hahahahaxD kidding]
then had english
then had recess
canteen seemed quite empty.
then had chinese
ting xie
I HAVE CONFIDENCE THAT I WILL GET 100 MARKS THIS TIME, NOT 95><
lol
my previous tingxie all 95
then had history
they finished all their recordings
hha
ours had to most props
but celene's grp quite innovative, they asked 'tunku' to speak malay and the ' translator' translated it
lol
but ours still ahd the nicest props
eh, got tablecloth ok
and got sarong sommore
hahaa
lols

then had science
at lab
duno why
i always dont feel like doing the experiments
like seriously
i'm just sitting there
and then tch's explaining
then i'm like staring at it, no energy to evn touch the props
its sth about that room that sucks the enrgy from me.
><
then aft sch
felt ABIT emo
but shumin went with ollie back to shumin's house 'cos she needed to get sth
then i stayed in sch with tommy yrong and aerisa to do geo proj
quite fun actualy
and we actually did sth
but we aren't finished with it
so currently its difficult to see wad we're doing
even though it just looks like shape
so yu're prob going to think ' shape city '
hahah

then finsihed last part of theory
then went for math olympiad with aerisa and shumin
stayed until 5
then walked out:)
then reached piano at 6
then had piano
actually the piece ' gopak' isn't so bad after all

quite nice
its in the grd 8 peices or sth liddat its not the exam one
its 'alternative exam pieces'
lols
teacher's choice
or sth
lol
then aft that
rushed to traffic light, which thankfully turned green once i reached
then i rushed to mrt and train platform
with thankfully, the train also just arrived
then took to little india
where i rushed to the other side.

u must be wondering whyi'm rushing
lols
then waited a while for the bus to come
took 66
took so long mans
to reach school

'ran' up
the hill then reached school saw jenna screaming 'cos this mean guy was telling her ghost stories
hha
and iwas like panting and panting
[ i rushed all the way from clarke quay to bukit timah-.-]
and i dun have particularly long legs that can move like 1 m at a time
then jenna 'briefed' me
then i rested a while
luckly not so many parents yet

oh btw
i was there to help out the parents in finding teachers and stuff
its the 'PTI' for the new students of sec 1 and 2
helped out
cleaned up the drinks table
which was Litter-ish
eww... an eyesore much

but when i first walked in
it was really professional
really
better than last year
impressed me.

then helped the parents and stuff
until like 9

chit-chatted with hyunik and aaron with jenna
then like the last few parents alr
then like we started clearng the chairs
and jenna and i cleaned up the other stuffs
got alot of 'good' cmments from teachers
lol
-.
then i folded table cloths
cleared tables
took the name tags off the tables
and brought the whiteboard into the staff office
well actually i held the door open,
but yeah
haha
then went home at like 915 with jenna
the traffic on hwa chong side was horrendous
one side the cars light were red and the other white
lol
singapore colours
quite nice actually
then the other side
its like nobody
lols
then took bus home
at reached home at like 1030
showered
ate dinner
talked talked talked
then read for one more day
and drifted off to sleep
hhaha

it was FUN!

argh. today was so stupid.
so embarassing.
WHY IN FRONT OF THEM.

ARGH.
STUPID ME
STUPID STUPID TSUPID STUPDI ME!
<<<<<<<<<<<<<

today really sucked esp after 2.40
living in embarrassment and emo-ness.

nvm.
anyway
tody had english
then the ppt.
quite stupid
esp the part that was supposed to be funny.
wasn't really funny.
-,0
and i think mr john was bored 'cos he kept looking out of the window
and the cursive font screwed up
dont know why.
then had recess
then had chinese.

changed places with yirong, sat with jenna.
quite ok actually
i don't mind it><
after lesson [i think my chinese is IMPROVING!]
had sci

erhm.
ALEX got first again--.-
i got friggin 15.5
i am so sa
*Sad
i got 18 for the previous test
!!!
thats like a 2.5 mark loss.
GRR..

aft that had math
laernt how to change the subject of an equation
quite easy actually
had to do like 5 questions from ex.4i
but shaokai came to me at like the last 5 min
and asked me how to do the last 2 questions
so i just sat there and explained to him aft everybody else went for lunch
shaokai actually not that bad lah.
something happend in class
shows that jo________ is not a gentlemen.
-.-
SERIOUSlY.
PUSHING A GIRL?
IS THAT WHAT YOU DO IF A GIRL TEASES YOU?
get used to it girls' tease you all the time
if that's how u react, then well, no girls will talk to you
-.-
you're SHAMELESS.
MAKING A GIRL CRY.
SHAME ON YOU.

skipped lunch and stayed in class.
then aft that hist time
grp 1 wasn't prepared
so our grp went.
took quite long to get ready
.,.<<
then did out first time.
but not very good
so ms kong say we cld do another time.
and we did.
it took us the whole period=X
whoops.
then
aft lesson
something really stupid and embarrasing happened
then went for CS
then went home
><
really.
stupid.
wat a bad day...

good note though
that at least she bothered to say : it'll be okay.
when she said those 3 words, i really thought it was going to be okay
all worries were lost for like a minute...

really..
powerful...
what simple things you just have to say to a friend to make them feel better.

don't add to the misery
tell them its okay, and move on
i've learnt.

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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