kinda emo :(
but kinda happy
'cos JEOS having a convo
on msn.
like so long don't have
i'm emo.'
grrrr.
i'm like thinking
why do i alwyas HAVE to come in second?
and why am i like not the most down to earth?
i find myself very... stuck in the middle
like why do i always have to be the ' ugly bestfriend' of the hot popular[s]
aRGH.
i'm so depressed
esp by you.
every night
i take like an HOUR just to fall asleep
and every morning
i just stay in bed
dreaming
argh.
i wish you knew,
but it would just jeopardize our friendship
i just don't know how you would react
but i guess you'd alr have experienced it SO many times.
ARGH.
so suffocating
at home
maybe that's what i hate about holidays
that i don't see you and all you guys
everyday.
argh. i am SO clearly not over you.
every sms makes me just jump u p and eagerly rush to the phone and read it
this is SO frustrating.
its like
as if
i'm just some tagg along you deal with
and some pathetic freak
that is falling for you.
haiz
just saw some photos of bro paul and sis dawn on facebook.
their wedding
and some of their wedding photos
they're like the perfect match for each other
EVERYBODY could see
they were the perfect match
it's so sweet.
argh.....

feel like a freak.
no life.
you crushed me with that sms.
i hate you but i can't stop hanging around you....
you break my heart but i can't stop fixing it back.
you compliment me and i can't stop blushing.
you hate me but i can't stop ____ you.

............
i just don't hope you know that i do.
right now,
i miss you like crazy.
i don't know where you are
i don't know if you're safe.
i need an escape

i need to get out
i need to see people.
i need some kind of salvation.
i need some kind of peace.
i need god.

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3

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1i 08 class blog(:
XINGHUA
ChinKeong<3
Daniel leong<3
EvelynXD
Farah<3
HanJingXD
Jack<3
JitHui<3
Julian<3
JunHao<3
Jessie<33
Jolina<3
Kaiyee<33
kiaYeeXD
maira<3
Melissa
Ms Yin<3
Nadhirah<33
Nic
Pandora
QiaoHui
Theresa<3
TeckHwee<3
Terry<3
Thiru<3
Vicki<33
Xin yuan
YiJie<3
YuHe<3
ZhiJie
HCIS!
Abigail<33
AishynXD
Charlotte(:
Dario<33
GERALD<33
Glenda<33
Joanna Chong<33
Keller<33
KirstyXD
Ryan<33
Sauching<3
SHUMIN<33
YIHUI<3
OTHERS
ClarissaXD
Dawn(:
Debbie(:
HuiYing<33
Joanna(sis)<333
Veronica
CHURCH
Charis<3
Jael<3
Jiaen<3
XinShi<3

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