Friday, December 26, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
went out today
met shumin at outram park at 9.30 then went to vivo. and find shaokai at his mom's shop [adonis]
then walked around and then met yirong and ryan then went to bk.
then joanna came.
then bought a drink
then decided to go for lunch at kopitiam.
then lol joanna and i were so excited abotu eating frm the CHICKEN rice stall
HAHAHA.
then bought char siew rice.
and there was hair inside.
so joanna borugh it back and 'demanded' another one.
haha
then had it
then when joanna and i were eating
then the guys[benny yirong mostly]
were like
: AFTER YOU EAT THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME SO HAIRY!
then they're like
' ew ..'
and i didn't really care
'cos it tasted nice.
so whatever-.-
lol
then aft that walked around abit
and went to minitoonsetc.
then went home
and lol
watched tv and practiced piano
major headache.
slept.
then went to celebrate daddy's bdae
[he bought home]
then uploaded photos on facebook.
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haiz
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i need church camp :(
i want church camp all over again!
i dont want joanna and joyce & all the sec 3s this year to go to syf nxt year!!
:(
haiz nvm
i'll still get to hang with them.
lol.
ok
i want youth camp etc
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haiz
i feel so young..
lol
these days i've like just been tearing for no reason.
and wheni read ms ___ blog.
and a sms on her blog,
i felt all cold.
and had goosebumps.
he's such a liar.
he's SO not a gentleman.
REAL GENTLEMEN do NOT ditch girls .
REAL GENTLEMEN try their best to make girls feel included.
and whatever.
so what if he's in a good school and can make all his sms-es make you feel good.
he lies to people.
....
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i really.
really.
really.
reall.y
need..
YF
right.
now.
i don't need
school to start.
i need to see yf ppl at least for more than 1 a week
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:(
haiz.
right now,
i must have faith.
great faith....
Friday, December 19, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
church camp was GREAT.
wish i was still back there><
even though like this year got less ppl,
it was still GREAT. and
ok lemme try to rmb.
DAY1 we arrived there [ dad drove along with uncle jing long, xinshi's family, and rev. james tan]
and haha.
we missed the road to the main hall then went one big round
and bcos we were in front,
the other cars followed =D
HAH.
and my brother was like 'monkey see monkey do'
HAHA =D
then reached there like around 11
then went to villa and met rev koo and his family=D
haha. got our rooms then rested abit then at 12 went to dining hall to EAT lunch
=D haha. the lunch was like way better than last year.
thank god for the great food.
then after that went to main hall for intro by senior pastor rev dr. peter ng.
sometimes feel very like, not comfortable liddat.
i duno why but like bcos he like shaking when he going up the stage [not cos of scared]
then like i feel like my heart like very....
ok then aft that went to yf room then lol
'cos like most of us alr knew each other
and not alot of ppl were there,
they decided to skip orientation.[ in other words, icebreakers]
and they gave us doorgifts
which we found out ltr were from DAISO.
and the money was from the yf fund
. woah are they good.
REALLY thoughtful.
then after that had our free time =D
went bowling with joyce and jie and jerrie and jacques.
haha juliette wanted to play but too young HAHA=D
then joyce was like winning and i was like getting gutters =D
haha then like the last few shots i got like 20 points
HAHAHHA =D
but it was funn... haha thenwent to dinner.
scripture reading was Psalms 121
then had the thematic message by
rev. Keith Hamblen
very very good. and i like learnt this verse
"And said, Naked i came out of my mother's womb, and naked shall i return thither: the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD." Job 1:21
VERY meaningful then we had Vesper where we went to villa 233 and had sharing and prayer went back and slept ;)
DAY2 woke up and went to breakfast.
scripture reading Psalms 122
bkfast was SUPER.
duno why suddenly so hungry HAHAH=D
then we had our Forum which was based on ' Parables of Christ' quite,quiet
haha then aft that they asked us for our opinions n joyce said it was boring
=X
then had a half hour break
and then had the special message by Rev james tan on the book of Amos.
Go read Amos chap 3 - 5
ok then aft that had Lunch scripture reading Psalms 123
n after lunch we had gospel message from Rev Tang very interesting
he talked about the beginning of the Earth.
and i rmb he said this : why isit that when something wrong happens to us, we blame GOD and not satan?
then aft that had FREE time. went running around the villas with gloria
and then met joyce and jie then wanted to rent bikes but lol no bikes good.
then went to the courts and saw one court empty
then went with yen hui back to the villas to get her volleyball to play
then went back to the courts and found out that the guys occupied AlL the courts
so we went to play on the field.
>< then went back not long after 'cos it was alr like 5+
and had dinner at 6 ><
then had Dinner.
and thematic message again by rev. keith hamblen
James 5:11
Job : - listened,
did not :
-curse God
-take his own life
-escape into drugs,entertainment
-surrender integrity
-throw off God's government
ok then had VEsper again
then went back to sleep
Day 3.
everything happened the same
breakfast
my turn to read the scripture in CHINESE.
Psalms 125
: They that trust in the Lord shall be as mount Zion which cannot be removed, but abideth for ever.
v.2 As the mountains are round about Jerusalem, so the LORD is round about his people from henceforth even for ever.
v.3 For the rod of the wicked shall not rest upon the lot of the righteous; lest the righteous put forth their hands unto iniquity.
v.4Do good, O LORD, unto those that be good, and to them that are upright in their hearts.
v.5 As for such as turn aside unto their crooked ways, the Lord shall lead them forth with the workers of iniquity; but peace shall be upon Israel.
OFC mine was in chinese
haha
then had bkfast
and then had msg by rev. tang
and then had break
then had msg by rev. james tan about Amos again
then had LUNCH.
then had FORUM.
which was more fun
and the parables were the prodigal son and the sower or sth. then had free time
went to play CAPTAIN'S ball with
joyce, jie, zealyn, zealicia,audrey, jerrie, and gloria
then suddenly like the other girls in the english side wanted to join us
and it was ok
but they brought along guys
who were TALL TALL and TALL.
lol.
felt abit.. intimidated.
haha
then had dinner
then had thematic msg.
it was the lsat thematic msg as rev.keith hamblen and wife had to go off. that night
then aft his msg,
rev koo was like.
' we love rev. keith hamblen so much that we decided to give him a chinese name'
HAHA
then they said they wuld do a direct translation
haha
keith = 'kai3' [ triumphant] i think
hahah
hamblen = han4 bin1 [ HAHHA a friend/ visitor to the chinese]
LOL
and his pronunciation not bad
=D
then we had vesper
but joyce jie and me haerd a frog die under a car
AHAH
like the car was driving past and we heard a pop sound
haha
then we went to check it out
=D
then went to 233 and had vesper
but it was abit rushed
'cos we all wanted to see rev. keith hamblen off that night
at 10
and it was like 9.15
then we fnished vesper then went tolook at the frogg.
then grace and xinshi [ithnk] and charis and gloria all screamed.
haha
ithink lah.
haha
then we went to the main hall
like we rushed there
but we were kinda late
as they were alr in the van
so we couldn't take photos with them
haha
but nvm we still managed to say good bye
=D
then went back to sleep
then thursday the same things happened again
and for games we played captain's ball again.
but haiya...
uncle ethan so act cool -.-
think he can throw backwords
HAHA
but serious la.
he act like its nothin to him:(
and all of us are like sweating and runing like pigs
[ofc not so slow lah .. but.. u get the idea]
then had dinner
then had msg about amos
then joyce and grace went off
[their family]
back to singapore
since joyce had concert today.
then had testimony
and sharing
with
jie, joy, jia yi, xinshi, charis
really... its like
we all think that we're all suffering the worst
but when we look at other people's problems..
they are way worse.
then had sharing
in a big group
then like went until joshua z. turn to share.
and what he said was like
' god won't give us a trial that we can't manage.'
and its like
even though sometimes they may seem lke SUPER HARD TO get through.
if god knows that we can manage,
we can.
so we can't let him down
so that is hope and faith
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then had prayer in our small gruops again
then ended about 1
went back to villa
and slept
until this monrin
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then had bkfast
and jie had scripture reading
Psalms 131
then aft that had a final message by rev.stephen koe.
then went off to tesco with jiaen's family, rev.yong, joy's family and ofc mine.
=D
tesco EXTRA.
had about 1 and half hours to look round
bought a few socks SUPER CUTE OK.
and bought a jacket thing.
and sandal
and ofc flour for tuesday's baking session=D
so here are some of the verses that i got from the msgs
ISAIAH 40 : 31" But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles;they shall run and not be weary; and t hey shall walk, and not faint."i REALLY. REALLY. REALLLY.. like this verse.
its so full of hope.
isaiah 14:28
Ezekiel 33
Psalms 119:65
Amos 5:4
Job 1:21
6:14
13 :15
19: 25
42:10
42.17
Amos 5:6
II chronicles 7:14
to become a better christian :
1. humility,
2. pray,
3.devotion
4. repent
Job 20:25 too
this camp, really. really. wonderful
pictures alr on facebook.
lol
on my sis account lah but i think still can view
i miss camp.
and i wish i would have more of this
so that we can support each other to keep growing in CHRIST.
thank god for the good weather and the great fellowship we had.
Friday, December 12, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
kinda emo :(
but kinda happy
'cos JEOS having a convo
on msn.
like so long don't have
i'm emo.'
grrrr.
i'm like thinking
why do i alwyas HAVE to come in second?
and why am i like not the most down to earth?
i find myself very... stuck in the middle
like why do i always have to be the ' ugly bestfriend' of the hot popular[s]
aRGH.
i'm so depressed
esp by you.
every night
i take like an HOUR just to fall asleep
and every morning
i just stay in bed
dreaming
argh.
i wish you knew,
but it would just jeopardize our friendship
i just don't know how you would react
but i guess you'd alr have experienced it SO many times.
ARGH.
so suffocating
at home
maybe that's what i hate about holidays
that i don't see you and all you guys
everyday.
argh. i am SO clearly not over you.
every sms makes me just jump u p and eagerly rush to the phone and read it
this is SO frustrating.
its like
as if
i'm just some tagg along you deal with
and some pathetic freak
that is falling for you.
haiz
just saw some photos of bro paul and sis dawn on facebook.
their wedding
and some of their wedding photos
they're like the perfect match for each other
EVERYBODY could see
they were the perfect match
it's so sweet.
argh.....
feel like a freak.
no life.
you crushed me with that sms.
i hate you but i can't stop hanging around you....
you break my heart but i can't stop fixing it back.
you compliment me and i can't stop blushing.
you hate me but i can't stop ____ you.
............
i just don't hope you know that i do.
right now,
i miss you like crazy.
i don't know where you are
i don't know if you're safe.
i need an escape
i need to get out
i need to see people.
i need some kind of salvation.
i need some kind of peace.
i need god.
the photo above is what we took on the last night of church camp.