Monday, October 20, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
you did this to me.
i can't believe that after all that we've been through,
you still repeat those mistakes again.
you still repeat those words
to make me hurt
to make me embarrassed
to make me angry
you freaking don't know how much i want to slap you on the face.
i put up a fake smile to be nice.
you think you so great.
you're only 13!
you think you've experienced everything?
if you have, then what's the fun in living?
why don't just go and be some kind of counselor? huh?
you think you've been through every kind of situation!?
you're only 13!
and even I act more matured that you!
i'm like what,
11 months younger than you?
MATURE people don't SHOW OFF.
MATURE PEOPLE CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS
MATURE PEOPLE DON'T EMBARRASS OTHERS.
MATURE PEOPLE ARE NOT YOU.
STOP CLAIMING YOU ARE ONE.
YOU ARE SO IGNORANT,
LIVING IN YOUR WORLD
WITH THEM AS YOUR COMPANIONS. ALL
STUPID
IMMATURE
FREAKING
EGO
IDIOTS!
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HOW OTHERS FEELwe've FOUGHT, TALKED, QUAReLLed over this.
I NEVER INSULTED YOU!
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!
ARE YOU JUST FREAKING JEALOUS THAT I CAN DO BETTER THAN YOU IN STUDIES/
YOU KEEP CLAIMING YOU WANT TO BE THIS HIGH-RANKING JOB.
YOU NEVER WORK.
LAST MINUTE WORK NEVER PAYS OFF.
you know what i hate most?
DUMB IDIOTS WHO THINK THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH EVERYTHING LAST MINUTE AND ACTUALLY DO, BUT IT DOESN'T PAY OFF IN THE LONGRUN.I THINK YOU'RE JUST STUPID
YOU CAN'T SEE HOW THIS IS GOING TO LOOK ON YOUR PROFILE WHEN YOU TRY TO APPLY FOR A UNIVERSITY.
ever thought about that?
ever thought the more erh,, MATURE way?
ever thought about the consequences/
you think everything's about fun.
its not
welcome to the real world
you might say, i know everything's not fun
words. never actions.
perfectly describes you huh.
you
idiot
you
scumsucker
you
egoistic
freak
i don't think you're dumb
you just don't USE your brain.
i find that funny.
you got the brains,
you just don't use it
so when you try to show it off,
it just turns out pitiful and
PATHETIC.
PATHETIC.
PATHETIC.NOT ONLY YOU,
YOU AND YOUR GROUP OF FREKING PEOPLE.
GUY AND GIRL REGARDLESS. YOU GROUP . WILL NEVER GET AWAY WITH IT during the major exam.
just wait and see.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
its so difficult to be happy
:(
its supposed to be a happy week.
i'm trying
but its really difficult
i don't want you guys to transfer.
i dont want ANYBODY to transfer.
'coz you guys really rock
ya'll make my day
every day
i dont think i could ask for anything more from you guys.
i know sometimes i'm like really sensitive
but i sorta...
kinda
... love havin you guys around.
nothin's gonna be the same withotu you guys aroudn
but i know that hwa chong inter. sucks
well,
i dont think its really professional
but i think the people are REALLY great here
also,
there's a big campus.
wayy good.
i know there are good ppl everywhere
but
i dont want to lose the friendship
its' typical
if you go,
you tend to forget
esp if the new school is WAY cooler
and i dont want tolose friends like that
within my erh
not so big range of friends,
losing one friend IS a big thing.
i want you to be happy. but i dont want you to leave
but i think that ya'll shld just go. if you want to. i'll stay here. as long as i can
if you ever feel nostalgic
come back to visit me(: