Tuesday, September 23, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
i vented my anger on you
yes.
but i didn't say i needed your help
DID I?
i need a place to spill
and you offered.
NOBODY ASKED YOU TO MONITOR MY LIFE
NOBODY TOLD YOU TO TELL EVERYBODY
YOU KNOW HOW EMBARASSED I AM?
YOU KNOW THAT EVEN A SEC 4 GUY KNOWS?!
I SHOULDNT HAVE TRUSTED YOU
I SOHULD HAVE
I FEEL SO STUPID
YOU COULD AT LEAST HAVE TOLD ME
so that i could at least PREPARE myself
i didn't even have the time
i THOUGHT
i could TRUST YOU...
YOU SAID YOU COULD TRUST ME.
AND YOU CAN.
IS THE FEELING MUTUAL?!
I DONT THINK SO.
I TRUSTED YOU
I SERIOUSLY DID.
I'M SO GULLIBLE\
NOW YOU MAKE ME HATE MYSELF MORE THAN I HATE WHAT YOU DID.
I DON'T HATE YOU, I HATE WHAT YOU DID.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY
I COUNTED YOU AS MY CLOSE FRIEND.
I WISH YOU DIDN'T KNOW.
I WISH YOU NEVER KNEW ANYTHING
I WISH I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU