Tuesday, August 5, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
i just can't get to get rid of you .
when i DON'T want to see you, you're always there.
when i MISS you like crazy, you're always gone.
and when i DO see you, you just ignore me
what happened to, "i love you"?
what happened to those promises you made?
what happened to everything?
it just hurts so much.
just to know you were cheating this whole time.
to know that you ........... never really accepted me for who i was.
you have NO idea how proud i am of you
you have NO idea how much i cry inside when i see you suffer
you have NO idea how much i'm being torn apart when you treat me that way
...
you just don't know
you just don't know anything...
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emo.
i miss xinghua.
i miss my friends.
i miss talking to them.
i miss being a goody girl.
i miss being the "nice"girl.
i miss running around with them.
i miss them.
not that i don't like 1ex.
1ex rocks my socks.
but...
xinghua was the neighbourhood that i GREW up in.
xinghua was where i experienced.
xinghua sucked. but there were good times too.
i'm being emo the whole day
i think i have some sort of problem with me.
i have this ' wall ' around me.
haiz
okay i'll try to be positive
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MASSEX:
2.1km run.
managed to clock 16.42min.
quite happy
improvedALOT from last week
last week was 17.12(?notsure)min.
but this week seriously chionged lah.
with shumin
she's my motivation.
its like
she keeps running
then i try to keep up with her
then when she stops
i try to motivate her
(: i love to run with her<3
haha
and after that lessons blah
until PW hist.
INTERCLASS(1i&1e) hist quiz
at first 'cos each class 3 representatives
so it was liddat
1e: jiazi,me,shumin(idraggedher.heh)
1i : josiah, joshua, kenneth/jonathan(they're twins, i get mixed up)
so like 1e was THRASHING 1i :X
haha
then
details. details
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then after school
practiced the class cheer thing.
quite cool
haha
then there was this part where benny,russell and yp had to do this ' rap ' thing.
then we had to do actions
so joanna and i came up with some
hahah
when i think of it
I WAN FALL OFF MY CHAIR
HAHA.
cos got one line is
' laocharbo lose money'
then haha.
nvm
very difficult to explain.
haha
then after that stayed back with yirong ollie and aerisa to study
seriously studied.
actually yirong's sci not bad man
but then tomooki came
then super funny
hahaha
'cos tomooki try act cool
try to sing opera, dance, and do funny actions
haha
and trust me.
his singing not good
but his opera not bad actually.
like very clear
and he can actually go very high
:D
how cool!
then emo-ed alll the way home at 5.45
reachd home at like... 6.45
:(
so suckish
i wan die liddat
haiz
