Monday, June 30, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
i feel so drained
i feel so scared
i feel so tensed
its all mixed.
and it ain't nice feelin to feel.
):
today we had chinese 1st period.these days
i've really become like SUPER SUPER OOBBER TOOPER self conscious.
its like
even on the mrt
i'll be thinkin about like..
' what is that guy/girl thinkin bout me'
haiz
i think i got some kind of pyshy thingy
like anorexia
which reminds me
today some hci guy came to talk bout anorexia
and he asked a few questions like
- what is beauty to you?
- what percentage of teenage girls in sg have anorexia?
- is there such thing as perfect? why or why not?
sth liddats.
and there was one quote that said
" appearance is what captures the eye,
Personality is what catches the heart."
SO NICE RIGHTS.
=D
then after the talk we had art
--.
i really want to change group
kavern doens't seem keen on our group
so i shan't care bout him.
weikai.
PUHLEASE.-.-
ariel
well she's the only one who will help
hyunik
okay seriously? i dont even KNOW this guy
then aft that had english
he taught us the format for a movie review
wed gonna do
-.-
sians
then had lunch
then rushed up to com lab
then did the profile thing
for some kind of lifeskill thing
seriously,
i dont even think i was answering correctly
i was answering from my alter ego's point of view
then aft that went to french
!!
I FEEEL SO LEFT OUT!!!
GEEEZ!!
like
PUHLEASE.
they're like p5,p4
!!!
no fair
they count liddat
: if ur birthday come yet, then u are in the other class
'cos
teen : 10-12
youth: 13-15
i'm 13 this year but my bdae havn't come yet
so i'm not counted
!!
what the!
so left out lah
then i think some of them thought i was younger than them
so they take control of me
-.-
i just didn't want to rub off as arrogant
so i didn't say anyth
besides.
its btter to leave a good impression on them
then went kovan buy things from popular
then come back home
super tired
Friday, June 27, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
i NEED luck.
i've been getting TONS Of sco,lding from teachers; mr john (dm), mr dinesh ( sci teach), mr kan ( eng teach)
WHAT DID I DO?!
EVERYBODY ELSE WAS TALKING IN CLASS. WHY JUST PICK ON ME?!JUST 'COS I'M RIGHT INFRONT OF YA
ITS THE SAME WITH MRS WONG! EVERYTHING ALSO PICK ON ME. EVERYTHING ALSO LOOK AT ME.
I VERY NICE TO LOOK AT ISIT.
IT SUCKS. SUCKS I TELL YOU. I SAW YOUR FACE. I SAW YOU LOOK AT OTHERS WHEN THEY WERE TALKING LIKE.. YOU DONT CARE. THEN WHEN I WHISPER. YOU SCOLD ME. WHAT THE HECK DID I DO WRONG?! YOU REFER TO ME AS ' the girl in blue' WHAT THE?! ?! DUNO MY NAME CAN ASK ME RIGHT.
POINTING TO ME WITH YOUR INDEX FINGER IS RUDE ENOUGH.
TALK ABOUT NO RESPECT.
AND MR D.
WHAT DID I DO!? I JUST ASKED KAVERN . WAIT. I DIDN'T EVEN ASK HIM. I JUST MOUTHED THE WORDS.
and PLEASE! YESTERDAY DURING THE SCI LESSON I WAS COPYING DOWN NOTES AND ACTUALLY LISTENING. THE REST OF THE CLASS WAS SUPER NOISY. THEN WHY TODAY YOU SCOLD ME?! JUST 'COS I'M IN THE CCA YOU'RE INCHARGE OF?! BIASEDNESS! WHY DOES EVERYBODY KEEP SCOLDING ME?! I USED TO LIKE SCHOOL NOW I JUST DETEST IT.
I'M THINKING OF ABANDONING MY DREAMS OF GOING TO A GOOD UNI. AND BE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. JUST LIVING LIFE.
ARGH!!?1
today was russell's bdae party. super fun
and i tell you. russell's house is like.. SUPER BIG. okay. like my house + garden is only 1/4
PUHLEASE HE HAS A GYM and HOME theatre + SWIMMING POOL in his house
super big lah
then haha. then at first went to ollie's house. ollie's house is so nice.
+ the piano very nice.
and very loud too
ollie super cute larh.
ahha we ate sandwich.(sp?)
then we found out that we were the last to arrive HAHA paiseh :D
then we went in and went into the home theatre
then played abit of the.. guitar hero or sth
hehe i was so scared.
>< but very addictive and very nice.
lol.
can see why they like it so much.
i played 2 times
won 1 lost 1
:D
then watch ' the mist' but i watched halfway then i was so freakd out that i left
then i explored russell's house
so cool lah!
he has a library, grandpiano, bar.. inside his house
:D
cool much.
haha
then went back and found they were watchin ' meet the spartans' super funn-eh HAHAH.
but i watch before lah.
then i go off le.
(: super fun. i wish i had house lidat.
haha.
no i wishi can stay in a house liddat. like sleepovers and stuff
- if only russell was a girl HAHA-
Monday, June 23, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
23/6/08first day of school blahblahblah.
today 4 new peeps joined us.
3 guys 1 girl
one of the guys is from thailand - nickname: boss
another from indonesia - michael
another from korea - hyung ik.
LOL.
and one more girl from china
LOL
so we had ' music' of the classroom
lOl. 'cos the new music teacher ain't comin till tmr. so stayed in class then did elections ( again) for the class committee. then had RECESS.
then had assembly
WAH ASSEMBLY SUPER SIAN LAH.
like.. mr james talk talk talk funneh
then mr yeong talk talk still okay
then mr john.. talk tlaktlaktlak
first part still okay.
then he started to explain about the rules and regulations
sommore he so tall
then in the lt i front row
then he stand right infront of him
then my neck pain
-eye pain too ;X- haha
then had ' V&L'
then had math
i'm being demoralized again
:( like.. all my hard work hasn't paid off over the holidays
lol.
but i still managed to understand 99% of the questions.
then had chinese
quite funn-eh lah
then ---END OF SCHOOL-
went to cineleisure with shumin and joanna.
HAHA on the way there - on the bus - super funn-eh lah.
like shumin keep blabbing
LOL.
then we're all like -.- shuminnn... HAHA.
then when we were gettin down
shumn lost her balance and ' fell' but she grabbed _____'s teeshirt. HAHA
THEN I WAS LAUGHING THE WHOLE WAY
i mean.. you see his face lah
AND. shumin's face too
thenwent to eat at cineleisure.
then walk walk until the neoprint shop
then took NEOPRINTS<3
the FIRST time that i actually looked .uh.. okay in neoprints
maybe its my hair?? =X
duno.
its more manageable lah.
haha.
'cos duneed to comb also can. ><
just kidding i DO comb my hair
LOL
then came back home loh
quite tired actually.
first day of school and SO much pressure-.-
tmr got Mass Ex. IN THE MORNIN-.-
Saturday, June 14, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
-slips into emo zone-
talk about a bruised ego.
today i went out as a happy and contented person. it changed though.
i find myself worse.
i find myself fatter.
i find myself uglier
i find myself emo-er
i find myself slouching.
i find myself stressed.
i find myself obsessing.
i find myself dreaming.
.......
no work done.
---
i'm behind by 2 chapters of science, i'm wasting my time watching movies and listenin to music.
i'm slipping away from God and from my family.
and i find all my siblings getting closer to god and my family.
i just dont believe that i'm even alive.
i dont believe that i'm here.
and worse still, i dont want to believe that i'm alive.
what i really need now is lots of love, and hopefully a perfect man.
i wish that i can grow up. to go to oxford and fufill my dreams. ...now.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
heya'll bored.
\=
nobody talkin to me on msn.
so anw went out with ky and nad ytd.
supposedly to study and shop
-.-
i think the ratio of study to shop is
= 1 : 3
-.-anw.they weren't that focused. i can't blame them. its been sooo long since we saw each other.
alot of catching up. (: so i we met at bishan library at 10+
and ky was very hungry so she bought some food.
she claimed it was very hot
i said ' BLOW LAH!'
ky : HOT HOT HOTHOT!!
haha. i have a photo but i never upload yet.
then we went into the library and studied
well mostly i studied
'cos ky rushed so much that mornin she brought her pencilcase and everythin except the homework-.- how very smart. lol.
and nad was abit unfocused. 'cos she kept looking up from her work
><
but she so pretty. i dont mind looking at her(:
so when i finished some of my own work
then we went to eat lunch
then walked around and shopp abit.
-.- i thot ky would bring moremoney
then she blamed it on the expensive food court at bishan
abit true lah
but i mean. KY!!! aiyo! so note to people : don't eat foodcourt at bishan. the ambience is nice. but ex.
--
then shop shop then go home
then ky came my house
. she was suppose to do essay and i was supposed to do my math.
but halfway we started talking.talk talk talk
then got focused. abit. then 'finished' work.
or at least. HER essay
:D i helped!
oh yeah
on the way home we took this pic
we took others too. but i look not too nice so i don't post it. :D
and nad's blog is on hiatus and ky's blog is deleted ( i still dont get why) so hah! mine's the only blog u can get photos. :D
i might be going out on thursday. kinda lookin forward to it. 'cos i'm goin out with my mom and sis.we considered. : SHOPPING. but we kinda shop ALOT.
so we decided : EAST COAST PARk :D
when my mom suggested . my mind started to form a plan.... but she says its not practical.
reach east coast park. cycle&run.lunch. bowl. take bus. go to somewhere.shop. call daddy. get a lift home :D hahahahha. but kinda mean lah. like i keep asking daddy to pick meup. but i really wanna shop( i need clothes.) and i also want to relax.i mean. its healthy right? runnin, cyclin, bowlin(not really) but anw.
anw bored :>
:D toodles
Sunday, June 8, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
i've been drained
><
i have NO idea why
my life just seems so meaningless these days
its just the same routine
i can't go out with friends
so i stay at home.
i wake up
brush teeth bathe eat breakfast
on com listen to songs work abit
read story book if have
sleep
-end of day-
haiz
i was emo yesterday
for no particular reason.
kinda stupid
haiz.
then today
tried to sing mybest for the fathers' day performance practice
had like no energy until had lesson
then teacher gave us some words of encouragement or sth liddat.
then managed to gather some energy
and go and sing
then
after church
practice for john laoshi's wedding
quite tired
i realised that my voice sucks.
i can't reach high notes anymore.
i used to.
i cld reach high G
that was when i was still having lessons
i think that my voice will be better soon
uh-oh.
ithink i'm getting the same feeling again.
my brain must be malfunctioning.
it keeps replaying those scenes.
it can't be.
no, it just can't.
Saturday, June 7, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
HELLO!
happy early fathers' day daddy!
=D
we went out ytd to celebrate fathers' day 'cos today and tmr no time.
then we went to this place called.. River View? SUPER NICE ( buffet) ahaha.
but quite ex.
but i'm still counted as child!
;D
'cos up to 12 marh
then my bdae havnt come =D
i ate ALOT of brocolli<3
and there was sushi
but i ate a bit
and the cake is like super nice lar
the chocolate mousse. or sth liddat.
ahhahah.a
but fattening =X
haiz.
so i didn't eat after a while
wah super nice loh.
and the ambience also very nice
my sis wore this small.. coatie thing?
then she wore another shirt thing from this fashion
white and white
not bad lah.
+ jeansand high heels
i wore a billabong teeshirt ( the nice one ) and jeans.
and ... nice sandals?
but haiyo
'im so... blur.
'cos the day before that when i went to dvbs i wore those sandals and they were almost fallin apart
so very irritating.
but i forgotthen i wore it again
ahhaa
super paiseh
=D
today went out with jenna go library
thenwent to library and search for chinese book
then i look for eng book
then i found out that i had $$$ for fine
so i was like
!!
then i couldnt borrow
buttten jenna let me borrow on her card
thanks jenna! <3
then we wnet to kfc then we bought something then did our work
><
but ssudednly it was 2 10
then s he had to go 'cos she had to be home by 2.30++
pretty fun
even though i may seem like i have no life
go out study
come home sleep
go out study come homesleep
hhah.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
Quiz 28
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
just like you - hannah montana
[ i think just like you?]
2. How would you describe yourself?
We live in singapura
[i live in singapure (:]
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
cry - mandy moore
[somebody who cries alot?]
4. How do you feel today?
umbrella -rihanna
[ i feel very umbrella-ish]
5. What is your life's purpose?
we're in heaven
[ to.. uhh.. be in heaven?]
6. What is your motto?
what are dreams made of - hilary duff
[ what it says up there hahaha.]
7. What do your friends think of you?
push the button -sugarbabes
[i like to push the button(limit) XD]
8. What do you think of your parents?
maneater
[ i'm not going to say that my parents are maneaters. no.]
9. What do you think about very often?
i lay my love on you - westlife
[why i lay my love on him/her haha]
10. What is 2 + 2?
catch your wave - click five
[2+2 = catch your wave!]
11. What do you think of your best friend?
come on - ben jelen
[she likes to... come on?]
12. What do you think of the person you like?
we will get there - stephanie sun
[ we will get to that :P]
13. What is your life story?
lullaby for a stormy night - vienna teng
[ yea its about .. my life story? how its very 'stormy' yeah]
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i will be - avril lavigne
[hmm. i will be....]
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
accidently in love - counting crows
[ i accidently fell in love :X ]
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
perfectly
[ pssfft! i won't play that at my weeding -.-]
17. What will they play at your funeral?
still there for me - corbin bleu and vannessa hudgens
[ yeah 'cos i'm there for a lot of people -.- hahah. kidding.]
18. What is your hobby/interest?
reach - s club 7
[ reaching for the stars?]
19. What is your biggest fear?
fly - hilary duff
[flying. whether on the airplane or not. i get air sick :X heh]
20. What is your biggest secret?
jenny- click five
[ my name isnt jenny. psst. don't tell anybody]
21. What do you think of your friends?
i want it that way - backstreet boys
[ they always want it their way :( haha kidding]
22. What will you post this as?
when you're gone - avril lavigne
[ i am not going to!]
haha
lame but cool quiz
:X i cheated for some questions
heh.
