Tuesday, May 13, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
YOU IDIOT
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FELT.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I WANTED TO HELP.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH AN IDIOT YOU ARE.
1. i copy down EVERYTHING ya'll said in class.
frmo the difernt committees to all the games.
the class was so noisy i had to strain to hear all the suggesstions of the games.
and when i hear some of them juts talking i just take down games.
!
i copy down the jobs.
i copy down who bring what. but u abandon that idea. nvm i dont mind.
its my paper.
and since i'm the SECRETARY i should do all teh writing down RIGHT?
and why not since i'm the secretary. i should help?
and after i copy everything.
you say that you ahve no use for it.
YOU KNOW MUCH OF AN IDIOT I FELT THEN?!
I WASTED MY PAPER
I WASTED MY TIME
I COULD HAVE SIMPLY JUST SATBACK AND TALKED WITH THE REST
BUT I DIDNT.
I WAS SCRIBBLING DOWN THINGS THAT YOU SAID.
AND YOU DONT HAVE THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF APPRECIATION FOR THIS?!
2.
you ego-istic FREAK!
not everything is in your hands.
SO WHAT IF YOU WERE ENTITLED THE POWER TO CALL THE WHOLE CLASS DINNER OFF?!
I'VE ORGANIZED A CLASS PARTY BEFORE.
IT WASN'T PERFECT. BUT AT LEAST I ( AND THE COMMITTEE) DID WHAT WAS NEEDED.
AND I THOUGHT THAT YA'LL WOULD BE BETTER.
SEEING YA'LL HAVING THE BETTER RESOURCES AND EVERYTHING.
I WAS WRONG.I'M ALWAYS WRONG.
YOU KEEP THINKING YOU ARE THE BEST!
GET OUT OF THAT STUPID WORLD YOU ARE LIVING IN.
THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST.
I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A GOOD FAMILY.
BUT SO WHAT? THAT DOENS'T MAKE YOU GOOD.
YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO DO SO MUCH BETTER.
BUT YOU JUST WONT PUT IN THE EFFORT
AND EVEN THOUGH I TRY TO HELP YOU
EVEN THOUGH I'M TIRED, I'M SICK, I'M HAVING A HEADACHE AND I STILL STAY ONLINE JUST TO HELP YOU REVISE.
OTHER PEOPLE ASKED ME TO HELP THEM BUT I SAID ' NO' 'COS I WAS HELPING YOU.
YOU KEEP THINKING THAT PEOPLE HAVE TO BE THERE FOR YOU BUT YOU ARE NOT THERE FOR OTHERS.
AND THER'ES NO POINT IN PUTTING OTHERS DOWN JUST TO MAKE URSELF BETTER.
YOU PISS ME OFF WITH YOUR ATTITUDE.
SERIOUSLY.I TRIED TO PUT up with you.
but if you just wont put in the effort and humble urself..
i think you're just going to suffer.
you can make a fool of me. i dont mind.
i didnt say i was the best.
i didnt IMPLY that i was the best.
so it dont hurt so much.
i've been through more criticism than you.
u can keep calling me those.
but you knwo what?
i'll just keep ignoring you until u get the hang of me ignoring you
you may think that i'm very reliable 'cos i keep all your secrets.
but you know what?
EVERY
SINGLE.
TIME.
I TRY.
TO.
TALK.
YOU.
KEEP.
INTERRUPTING.
ME.
EVERY SINGLE TIME I TRY TO GIVE YOU ADVICE>
you NEVER listen.
THEN WHAT'S THE POINT OF TELLING ME?!
when you're sad and stuff.
i just listen
even though i have problems of my own.
BIG PROBLEMS.
you just dont seem to care.
you even MAKE FUN OF ME.
and you still call me your mom....
you're DISGUSTING in my sight.
you weren't last time.
but you are NOW.
