i'm going to snap
...
i've never felt so useless. so busy. so forgotten. so USED.
i know. whats me problem huh.
i aint worth anythin.
oh great.
i'm blaming my emotions all on sports day.
just incase anybody didnt know. it was sports day. but i doubt anybody would wanna know . . . . my blog's hardly read.
well its not a good feeling. but what can i do? be the irritating jerk going round and saying ' VISIT MY BLOG AND TAG!!!'
-.- wadever . i tried that already. never worked out.
argh
its so discouraging you know?
okay so what i've been involved in 200m, 400m, 4X100m before?
apparently to some people i'm just useless . . . .
apparently they've never met me before. how would they even know tht i couldnt run?
no i'm not blaming ms kong for not choosing me. i'm blaming SOMEBODY for making fun of me and telling me that i'm just an ass.
wadevre. its not like i care. i get that kind of comments all the time.
but everytime i do, i go home and i lock myself up in some corner and cry myself to sleep
and the next day i go to school acting like its all right and i get hurt again
its such a familiar cycle its almost like a routine.
yeah u might think after a while it goes away.
but it doesnt.

argh! i HATE jealousy.
and i hate myself for having jealousy
i see all their medals shining in the sun.
what the heck .. .. argh!
shocker for all : i used to have a medal of sports. and well, my only medal. i'm not realy good at studies. .... not a shocker.


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i wish that ican just curl up in a corner. and hopefully-die...
no more busy schedules.
no more having to let people down(muchless,myself)
no more having to put up with criticsm and acting like its all right
no more having people yell and shout at me
no more having people forgetting who i am and thinking i'm just ' oh that ass in our class right?'
no more having people USING me for the benefit.
no more having people making fun of me. trying to use every single thing against me
no more having to act good
no more having to live life.

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
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LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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