Saturday, March 22, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
so it has come down to this huh.
thati'm just the pathetic,good-for-nothing, backstabbing, action, proud, stupid girl ? just a furniture standing in your room?
a piece of useful furniture.
for YOU??
what the heck.
gee,thanks alot for that.
it makes me feel NO better than what i'm feelingabout myself now.
like i'm a wreck.
like i want to just curl up and die
like i have no purpose on this earth.
i have no talents.
or even if i had.
it no longer exists.
i have no good things abotu me.
i bet that even if my best friend had to file in a report on me, she would find nothing good to write about me.
i'm having a tough life
gimme a break.
i already feel bad enoguh about mysef.
what you said, hit me hard.
smack into my face.
i really feel as if the past term of work is just.. useless.
do you REALLY know how i feel now?
i was just having some boosting self-esteem moment and you RUINED IT.
i suck.
so waht?
waht can i do about my pathetic self?
its not as if i dont want to change it.
i ... thought you were my FRIEND.
i guess you dont know what it means.