pressure really sucks. well that's what I get. for being the friendly always-there-for-you kinda person.being the i'm - so - willing ........ available person. but if thats me. its not wrong right ? but somehow i think i'm crumbling under the pressure. of all the expectations. of not me alone. of the teachers. haiz. mainly me. its like i'm so messy. its like i've lost my position as the initiator. i'm not going to hide it.

'im JEALOUS.


tha'ts why i'm so sucky. that's why i keep fighting with olivia. and i just wont have the humility to apologize, and make everything all right. i feel tht i'm ALWAYS the one who has to give in. regardless at home or at school.

i think that i'm really going to break down during the march hols. i want to go out, yet i want to revise and go for the youth camp. and still i wont budge to make a timetable. sucky huh.
see how unorganized i am? see how i'm not the initiater anymore.

Confessions :
- when john initiated a class outing every month, i felt jealousy. 'cos usually I will be theone who initiates. i felt guilty too. 'cos i didnt even think of anything. usually i'll be all hyper to gO out. and its like. 6a 07 has faded away and is (not at the back, but not at the front too ) ofmy brain. i want to killmyself. as in not physically as . in a breakdown. and start afresh.
its like i keep wanting to hang out with 1E08 people. but one thing that i'll miss about 6a 07 is the simplicity of friendship. and the always being th ere for each other. the enthusiasm.(: 6a 07. even though i might not love you as much as i did, i still have feelings for everyone of you. and every single one of you has my sincerest apologies and i still love you. just that ... i cant love 2 classes at one time. and manage my studies. and since i'm going to spend the next 6 years of my life with my calss, i choose them. i hope you wont hate me. and i still love 6a 07.

- i fougth with olivia and i deleted her. i'm sorry olivia. i'm apologizing now. so if you're reading this. i'm sorry. i suddenly think that ... i'm really stupid. all along i've juts been JEALOUS. J-E-A-L-O-U-S...
if you dont want to forgive me. i accept that. and i will bear no grudges. but neither will i ever talk to you again.









-dieing.
elisabeth. ... if i'm not in school tomorrow, it probably means i'm dead.

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
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LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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