28/3/08 XD

1st period : SCIENCE!
borrinngg-.-
have hw as USUAL. haiyo.

after science was PE; swimming XD
hhahha.
actually ihad BUTTERFLIES ( haha jenna ) in my stomach.then i told myself ' its okay, its gonna be fun'
then it was like REALLY FUN !
aND THANK GOD! ALL THE GIRLS WERE TAUGHT BY MS SIEW
(:
ms siew's soo nicee.
then aft that.
we ended like 20 min earlhy
then went to change./ bathe / shower/ wash hair.
xD
HAHA..
so cool but i gotshampoo in my eyes -.- ):
then later wrapped the towel roudn my hair and then went to put my shoes on.
wah so nice siia.
the floor is carpeted de loh
and sommore the sun so hot/ cooling.
u know
when its hot + coolingHAH.
then my hair was like WET.
and like SO COOLIng LARH.
but my calf muscles were like HURTING.
oh yeah olivia you look good in ur swim suit dont have such a low self esteem -.- ):
then went back to class.
figured that all the guys finished CHANGING / bathing
well technicalyly they just pull of their pants jump into the shower come out put on their clothes and BAM! they go off XD
LOL.
then went to recess.
ate economical rice.
the wind was like blowing at my head
SO COOLING!
yay thanks joanna u told me to cut my hair haha.
;>
then hor. aft that we had HISTORy
YAY!
hist so fun
then haha we were all sitting in the classroom
then i had the towel wrapped roun my neck
duno why
just foudn it cooling AHHA.
then lte rms kong came in
then i stood up to greet her first
then i STILL had the towel round my neck !! HAHA.
XD
then i pulled it off t hen everybody stood up.XD
so fun lrah!
ms kong u rock! <3
( oh yeah she gave us minie lollipops. i traded my cola with yirong for an apple) haha
then later had MATH
MRS KOH! WHEN ARE U COMIN BACK
):
ms choy ( or ms chio, according to russell'icious' HAHA)
okay larh but she dont explain as well as you doo!
:( oh yeah congrats with the twin GIRLS!
GIRL POWER YO XD

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okay then later had enlgish
HAHA MRS WONG DIDNT COME
so fun larh
oh yeah u know dario, kavern and benny have the same phone? SO COOL HOR.
they call it ' the brotherhood phone'
:'( i'm not included anymore??!
haha.
then talked alot alot ALOT.


OKAY I HAVNT EVN FINISHED THE DAY
---- went to the cnateen but wasnt hungry-----
went to the field.----
then saw ollie and joanna practicing for sports day
then they went to rest
then yr, yp, shumin, zy, all come to cheer them, along with me ofcos
butten they didnt run.
:( not like properly
AHA.
then later hor.
they had math
so ollie and I waited in the 1Ex. clsas room

ahaha gerALD u GOT surprise tmr,.!

oh wait. monday
HAHA.
then hor she was like peeping out of the window
XD i cant describe everythin here 'cos it would be exposin everything that we talked about
okay so aft their math we went down to the field AGAIn.
then saw the HCI band!
WAH THEY SUPER GOOD SEH.
XD
and then one guy in the front was triyng not to smile
haha.
'cos we clapped aft every performance.
russell, zy, yr, ollie, joanna, shumin, I
then i saw aheM ahem!
then theywereall like ' ----!'
then i ran away.
:( i know he will be pissed.
he always is
then later yr was like ' i swear! he kept lokoing at me!'
then iwas like ' hands! --- -- ---!'
Haaha
then we ran one round
then listend to somemore band
then went home
XD its not even in detail
but alot of personal stuffs
some stuff, hiding from xhps friends
XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE ETHAN!
YOU'RE 21!

P.E.T.rocketO-o

today we had a pet rocket thingo
haha quite fun.
then from 9.50-10.20 had recess
then i was waiting wif jenna, aerisa, yijing and yeeahn.
then i saw HIM.
standing just there.
then i was like gaping
HIM! two days! straight.
but apparently,maybe this could be my last.
then HE.saw me and was like ' what?' - i hate you 'cos you disgust me and you suck- kinda look.
then i was like uhm ' hi'-waves-
*sad smile*
aft that, i went back to LT and like my whole world CRASHED.only yesterday, he told me that he . . . .didnt hate me .
and today? he just said it all.
Waht is he doing?
i'm NOT for ur use.
yet whenever you say 'thsoe things' its like, i cant stop mysef from feeling appreciated.


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then after that we were going to launch the rocket.
soO we went toO the hci field
and launched it
haha.
i was wet.
;X
andi LA?UNCHED. the thingy

so COOL!
hehe
;X
then we went back to the LT.
haiz
maybe i AM. jealous of HER.
i dont know how i'm EVER. going to patch up with HER.
then i went out to ps with shumin, kav, obaja, josiah and ryan
HAHAa.
they're very fun to be withXD

then i slept on the train home
and tada~ XD

WHY? WHY? WHY??!?!?!?
DONT YOU HAVE the SINGLEST BIT OF EMPATHY, OR EQUALITY?!
WHATS UP WITH THE DISCRIMINATION
YOU'RE JUST A GOOD-FOR-NOTHING SPOILT BRAT! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY SHE FAVORS YOU . WHATS SO GOOD ABOUT YOU?

1. u like to insult people.
2.you discriminate.
3. you suck
4. u keep having to remind people abt their appearances
how they look SUCKY on that day
WHATS SO GOOD ABOUT THAT?!
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM
i've had ENOUGH OF UR CRAPPING
WHATS UR PROBLEM!?
i was there for you throughout the last term,
i comforted you
i helped you wif HER.
i helped you with PROBLEMS
and THIS?! is how u REPAY ME>?!
WHY ARE YOU JUST SO UNFAIR??




i reall y want to return back to p6
dont care what the loh! would have done to me / us
i just DOnt WAnt to have these kind of horrible people, esp GUYS aroudn me.
they SUCK
SUCK
SUCK!?!
they SUCK! they Just dO!
6a07 u know what i love about you? we dont CRITICISE eachother.
at least not in front of their FACE
okay fine
we dONt.
never
ever
this is how it works.
1e08 GUYS.
TAKE NOT OF THAT>
YOU SUCK!

so it has come down to this huh.
thati'm just the pathetic,good-for-nothing, backstabbing, action, proud, stupid girl ? just a furniture standing in your room?
a piece of useful furniture.
for YOU??
what the heck.
gee,thanks alot for that.
it makes me feel NO better than what i'm feelingabout myself now.
like i'm a wreck.
like i want to just curl up and die
like i have no purpose on this earth.
i have no talents.
or even if i had.
it no longer exists.
i have no good things abotu me.
i bet that even if my best friend had to file in a report on me, she would find nothing good to write about me.
i'm having a tough life
gimme a break.
i already feel bad enoguh about mysef.
what you said, hit me hard.
smack into my face.
i really feel as if the past term of work is just.. useless.
do you REALLY know how i feel now?
i was just having some boosting self-esteem moment and you RUINED IT.
i suck.
so waht?
waht can i do about my pathetic self?
its not as if i dont want to change it.
i ... thought you were my FRIEND.
i guess you dont know what it means.

where were you guys when i needed you the most? its all excuses and excuses again AND again. i just acted as if i'm totally fine with it because i didnt want to start another fight. not after olivia.
but you know what? it doesnt pay off. people just take advantage of me.

WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I DONT TAKE INTEREST IN THESE WORLDLY THINGS ANYMORE?
. not neoprints. not accessories to signify friendship. not you.
i thought you were my dream friend, somebody to rely on, somebody to study with, to laugh with, to have fun with. turns out, you only wanted to have fun. how can best friends be like that?
how can best friends be like thaT? best friends go throughout the hardest times together. turns out, i've nothing to rely on. back in school, except God. 'cos , simply, nobody cares about me.
everybody just cares about what use i am to them. if i'm of no use, dump aside.
nobody understands what i'm going through . a tough change and a resistance of temptation.
NOBODY understands, at least not somebody from where i go to. its like, i'm ALONE. i turn to God for help, but turns out, maybe this is just a test of my faith.

i'm really disappointed after what happened today. but i'm just trying to control myself, from slapping you, from fighting with you, as the old me would have done. Even the GUYS would be better friends than you.

really, disappointed and let down.
maybe this is how it should be. but its all about sacrifice. right?
-elisabeth

pressure really sucks. well that's what I get. for being the friendly always-there-for-you kinda person.being the i'm - so - willing ........ available person. but if thats me. its not wrong right ? but somehow i think i'm crumbling under the pressure. of all the expectations. of not me alone. of the teachers. haiz. mainly me. its like i'm so messy. its like i've lost my position as the initiator. i'm not going to hide it.

'im JEALOUS.


tha'ts why i'm so sucky. that's why i keep fighting with olivia. and i just wont have the humility to apologize, and make everything all right. i feel tht i'm ALWAYS the one who has to give in. regardless at home or at school.

i think that i'm really going to break down during the march hols. i want to go out, yet i want to revise and go for the youth camp. and still i wont budge to make a timetable. sucky huh.
see how unorganized i am? see how i'm not the initiater anymore.

Confessions :
- when john initiated a class outing every month, i felt jealousy. 'cos usually I will be theone who initiates. i felt guilty too. 'cos i didnt even think of anything. usually i'll be all hyper to gO out. and its like. 6a 07 has faded away and is (not at the back, but not at the front too ) ofmy brain. i want to killmyself. as in not physically as . in a breakdown. and start afresh.
its like i keep wanting to hang out with 1E08 people. but one thing that i'll miss about 6a 07 is the simplicity of friendship. and the always being th ere for each other. the enthusiasm.(: 6a 07. even though i might not love you as much as i did, i still have feelings for everyone of you. and every single one of you has my sincerest apologies and i still love you. just that ... i cant love 2 classes at one time. and manage my studies. and since i'm going to spend the next 6 years of my life with my calss, i choose them. i hope you wont hate me. and i still love 6a 07.

- i fougth with olivia and i deleted her. i'm sorry olivia. i'm apologizing now. so if you're reading this. i'm sorry. i suddenly think that ... i'm really stupid. all along i've juts been JEALOUS. J-E-A-L-O-U-S...
if you dont want to forgive me. i accept that. and i will bear no grudges. but neither will i ever talk to you again.









-dieing.
elisabeth. ... if i'm not in school tomorrow, it probably means i'm dead.

OKAY PICTURES FOR 28/9th feburary.
WENJIE AND ME :D he was enthusiastic about it and went ' i take pic with elis!' then i was. like.. OKAY! then click! shumin's finger pressed the button :P
JUNGWON<33 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAUUYv_e9MV3EbtzWvCndF1BjStSKgiHsemD5jHqoaDxixlwszSggWx4AZECP9J-ID3DIa7urwqC6L5RGHhLGH6HomqLQ-kch_2OK3jBctzqkRHfGI34ZUWiDon4POyW_bAty-Il_dDhI/s1600-h/YEEAHN!.JPG">
YEE AHN OH YEE AHN :P SUPER CUTE < href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYR5hyphenhyphenhn7OgYIE96Mf4Yk783OvFi-Ls4-yS7OblppMXPlC8UHwe4sChHuwayyzeMWoHFVgTbemjx9aNLEYUvUVseDFG7HXBh5mErP-jRY5tw8OPpGIwEhJLBqdGjCxRzxi_di6KxM7TBw/s1600-h/shaokai+and+shumin.JPG"> SHAOKAI -.- ( a.k.a. gay) AND SHUMIN<333333~ href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBN12bHWe-TE2DtJ06R17EdSnrm7VUBSzm1-LEky4lBcuNTRj6qu4BSO2g2VokQmZe4iVrppKeTgX0_aIGmbcyHS2tjE_bkswTV6kly5sX4kQm9dP7j9ii5TPhqRkXadqMNPhOnmZ7r7Q/s1600-h/shaokai+and+weiming.JPG"> SHAOKAI AND WEIMING POSING FOR US :D HAHA
SHAOKAI ! go find a TOILET! dont do it HERE! we dun wanna see it!
( worst part is that i'm sitting BEHIND him! )




okay larh i was being zilian so i insisted that alot of the photos included me inside. then i decided on this pose :D HAHA but the scenery relly nice and btw it just rained so it was nice and cool
HAHA I TOOK THIS BY ACCIDENT U KNOW SO COOL RIHGTS :D (shaokai being bullied by people to carry their bags)
MS KONG <333 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7MkrNHEBgims59mwZ4gRaEEYD7WBbT04Lm3wvYhv75P_5Y8GYoR_3j4oYTgCu8m-D7N-B-glX5ldNH-806Tqoo2Xo_6kyTZS7RipfQ-VqHD_39muNuAM2AY2R8EeCawUSNAzRJtcya1U/s1600-h/helpful+shaokai+and+tommy.JPG"> shaokai being a guai person and helping weiming
+ tommy -rawr-
u know during math lesson one day, shaokai was like picking up stuffs for people who dropped their things. then mrs koh was like ' actually hor. shaokai ... even though he dont show it. actually he's quite a nice guy' then the whole class erupted in laughter / coughing :P and then we all said ' BUT HE's NOT STRAIGHT!':D

JENNA AND AERISA :D two skinny poots who are pretty& gorgeous. <3333! href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhj5u4mRp5_tUj-rVBfwXcuLfcExCCRHD-JwpYmP5XdsH3_WuSg9TcUEIv14xx2guotFfbZf1-9-h8H1qU6a5u9FnsBm8Wbb0VCouyWjbg15dTjmHNVl-PLEHlebaEWlQyjtbTga2u7ku8/s1600-h/ohh+yeeaah.JPG">
OH YEAH BABY I LOVETHIS ONE . i was like ' GIMME SOME LAUVE!' then all of them were like.. ' AHAHHAHA ELII!!!!'then ariel put the loser sign above me :'( i pouted at her aft that then she apologized. HWA HWA HWA HWA !!! CHONG CHONG CHONG CHONG !!! :D
CUTTTTTEEEE ABIGAIL!!! And PRETTY JOANNA we went to subway so we were eating. then before that we wanted to take a pic of the food. buten jenna was like ' EEKS! NO NICE LARH!' then took us posing with the food.. uhm. we're missing yijing :D
GERALD!!! U KNOW U FELL DOWN AND SCRATCHED UR KNEE AND BLOOD CAME OUT! and uknow what? u dont even KNOW how to wipe it with WET TISSUE -.- hopeless seh.i had to do it for u u know. then ariel called me a mother -.-
kavern was suposed to be in this shot. butten he 's out of it :'( ah well too bad.
the BOWLING ALLEY !!! WOOTS


THAT'S JENNA / ME :D <33bowling href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhpmLvQZ4Wu3MHHwgLSH-clto1VTi1TvFfB0xd0VlmfRyINOGPx4J2MkKMHJ3wKEeLHOQyGZszHE6rXKEc6kiQmbaDA5EYPHIny2rJd_vMVnO2UDwIf_LrBxHaCLMOMGC_FQ7sybCepJs/s1600-h/class+pic+1..JPG"> CLASS PHOTO! uhm. i was the one who insisted on the james bond post for the girls. :>

okay i love it. how the monkeys/ guys are hanging out from all over HWAHWAHWAHWA! CHONG CHONG CHONG CHONG! D:
+ ms kong and mr chye.
+ mr sim and ms kong


hahahahahahahhahh :D
ARIEL !!!! like a baby who lernt how to walk ... onskates hahah
email ( i duno how to spell his name :X ) and his bag and dario and his bag. BAGGS!!!
BOWLING!

OKAY

I BOUGHT A WATCH AND A RIng :D totally same with SHUMIN! I LOVE YOU shumin!!!

( pictures courtesy of YIJING<33!)

maybe its my fault. but i've always been around people who dont care. so why shld you? or rather. why s.hld i?
but then again. look at the people you're MIXING around with. they're also sucky. but inFRONT of YOU they are angel.s in front of me all those horrible stuffs spill out. it SUCKS OKAY?!?
JUST GIVE IT A REST. U CALL ME RUDE I DONT CARE. U JUST WATCH watever u do.
u just make me feel as if you hate me. then aft a while, you dont.
WHAT IS UP WITH YOU?
this morning when u talked tO me i saw that smile. oh it aint working okay?
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OH YOU SUCKK!! ( differnt person)
oh wait. since i'm a 'HEARTLESS' [b][i][u]!!![/u][/i][/b] PERSON. i shldnt be bloggint about you rihgt? but because i'm actually NICE i shall crap about you.
you're a lie-r. you suck. you just want tohurt people. you are irritating you are act cute. you are very aimei. you are a FLIRT. you suck. BIG TIME okaY?
so just butt out of my life. i dont care. i dont need you. you are nothing to me.
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TODAY ! the best day of my life worh! :D
so nice
pics uploaded another time
- bought a watch ($10 :'( )and then it's the same as SHUMIN'S!
- played truth or dare which isnt really truth or dare with fun people without THEM.
- they skipped class so yay! i have sth to blame them.
- went to FORT canning park
- I'm an ELEPHANT :D
-got a ride home from jenna's MOM hehe ;d
okay
pics of east coast park stuff are on the next post :D

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3

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