Sunday, February 10, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
you know i never thought that she would be so ----------------------------------- i wanna forget about it.... i REALY want to.. but everytime i try, everytime i see her face, i just put up a 'wall' around me... a wall the only prevents her from coming in.... i saw it with my own eyes, oh i wish i didnt... i dun want it to stay this way.... i think she hates me too
he keeps mking hints.. is he? i dont know. but everytime i see both of them, its like, i keep having high hopes. i dont want it to be like that. i want to go back to the start of the year, when i was JUST FRIENDS nothing more.......
I MISS those. when you said those WORDS, they kept replaying in my mind over and over again. That's why, whenever i see you, my heart skips...........you really knew how to make my day, thats why i feared losing y ou and when i heard your school, i knew i had a chance, ONCE more.... why do you always seem to avoid me? i know you're busy. but whenever you're not, you just dont care about me. its just different. but i dont want it to stay that way. Why cant you be like last year? when you were so friendly? .......... its like i can never get back the same you......... you're always to hung up on the fact that we'll always be like that...
sigh......... so many emotions... i really miss .............. some people........... i'll never forget them.. never........
