this sucks
i reaLLy like just want to cry.. there's like... nothing really happy going on right NOW..
and just to add on to it, all my hopes were like crushed
my reputation too
and i let you down
you know its like.. it hurts SO freking much...

i just want to run away and cry and hide and never come back....
all my efforts are just like crushed....
i'm RISKING myself for you.... yet you seem so oblivious to what i'm doing....
THATS wads is hurting me....


i waited and waited... maybe it just wasnt to be this way........
i'm gonna tr yto forget about you.. it'll be hard. but whtever...



WHAT HAPPENED? its like i cannot count on you ANYMORE
you used to be there for me. just to catch me when i fall
and i was there for YOU. you know how much your words just hurt me once you said them? i was like shocked and i couldnt tlak to you anymore. i still try to. but you're IGNORING me. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?! you HURT me too. i'm willing to forgive and forget, but you're NOT...
















these days have been like crazily stupid....
haiz...
today when i went to school, people said that i was so sad
i told them i was tired
but seriously, i have NO idea
it wasnt HIM
NO IT WASNT
but i think its more of my friends
or SO CALLED FRIENDS

i never thought that this would happen to me...
you all say i was so cheerful and now i'm not?
its not like its my fault right
waddya expect me to do? your life is perfect.. mine isnt
u dont expect me to hide everything do you... that'll hurt even more
........

THIS SUCKS

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3

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