Thursday, February 14, 2008'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
haiz.. yet another valentine's day................. haiz
full of hope and yet, disappointment
u know, i kinda hate myself for wishing for somethings that ............. i know i cant get..............
this is so different
i was never THAT
i was NEVER. it was always THEM...
......... haiz
but now i am........ i dont wanna disappoint u guys... wad do i do know???
can like for ONE DAY somebody just LISTEN to me and stop babbling abotu their troubles?
u know sometimes i wonderh ow nice it would actaully be....
i'm really sorry
WADEVER happended today made me - angry, sad, disappointed, jealous, happy, anxious...........
it was just for you........ it really kinda hurt me yesterday... i couldnt stand seeing you.. but i still did...
.......
you just dont know how much i'm doing
in fact, nobody does
nobody knwos just wad i'm doing...
haiz
trust me, today............ i kinda hated it
haiz
5 more years to go...
and BYe hcis