this is like sorta . the WORST day SO FAR in HCIS
... how can i stand this for another 6 more years?
so waht if i'm F**?
SO WAD IF I'M U***?! WAHD CAN U DO ABOUT IT... ITS NOT AS IF ITS YOUR FACE RIGHT.. U IDIOT... YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS IS HURTING ME?! U REAKING IDIOT.. YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL BEHIND THE SCENES RIGHT.. SO WAHT IF I'M H****?! ITS IN MY GENES.. WHAT ARE U GONNA DO ABOUT IT?! SO WAHT IF SHE'S PRETTY AND I'M NOT?! JUST ACCEPT THE FACT OKAY? YOU'RE AN IDIOT AND NOBODY WANTS TO SEE YOUR IDIOTIC FREAKIN' FACE !

SERIOUSLY, STOPPIT
its hurting me... SUPER **M* BADLY OKAY? YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW YOUR WORDS AFFECT ME... ITS NOT A JOKE ANYMORE.. I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU EVER AGAIN....




life sucks.. again...
period?
...
PERIOD
its like
nobody really understands me, except YR ( okay YR is just nice, nothingreally much more than being nice huh.. except when it involves sb else )
KAI YEE, vicki.. and basically nobody else really...
its like...
haiz

haiz
today, during guitar, i never felt to happy...
i could just strum a few chords, and all my thoughts of him and his freaking friend ( face)
its like...
haiz
music...
wad did i ever do to it??
its like..
i think i've changed
for the worse.
i dunt know who i am anymore
i'm not the initiater anymore
i never let waht other people say really get to me that much, and now i do
WAHT IS HAPPENING?
...
why am i caring SO MUCH?!


i cant stand it anymore
i shall try
....



`Elisabeth

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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