hello! just got back from malaysia & the server was uhh.. down so waited a few days but i'm ok ;D
haha the church camp was like... super super doops nice ... and now hor.. i actually want to ... erase all my 'emotional' past last time... 'cos its like.. stupid you know? why in the world would i be depressed if i already have everything that i could have wished for...
thank god..
oh yeah! tomorrow is christmas!
merry christmas!
btw its' not xmas bcos its like... about christ? so putting it as an 'x' would not mean christmas anymore...righT? yeah right
btw the updates on the camp will be later
'cos uhh..
uhh...
the pics are with jia en & she's not online so she nv send to me =X :D
haha
okay
i'll go now
and oh yeah
about the music thing?
yeah
i've decided not to listen to pop anymore bcos its..
worldly
&& christians are not allowed to listen to stuff like that
correction : REAL christians
yeapps
ok
bye now!
---Elisabeth---

posting time...
i feel so new..
like.. i have cut my hair, i have lost those troubles etc...
but i still feel that part of meWANTS to be my old self
HAHA its so funny
when i had troubles, time passed SOOOOO quickly
when i DONT have troubles, time passes like... wooahh so slow
haha
the 'tough' exterior HAS broken down a few hours or days ago...
i dont feel like fighting with anybody now
i dont feel like 'impressing' him anymore
i dont feel like shooting out bad comments
i dont feel like destroying the other party
i just dont feel like

its a tough change
but i gotta take big steps to change my attitude if not, i'll be lonely in sec school

yesterday night, i had a fearful dream that i'll be the loner in the school, the person that everybody teases & has to fend for herself..
will i really be like that??
i keep picturing myself going up to somebody and say sth like, hi... i'm elisabeth or sth like that
just be friendly
but then, what if...
they just stare at me as if i was the worst loser in the whole universe??
what if they just ignore me and leave me standing there feeling so embarrassed..
i dont know if this is the correct thing for me to do..
whtever it is, i'm going to do it...
haiz
i gotta be in the same school with them for 6 years anyway....


these few days, i feel peaceful
as christmas draws, i feel the spirit of christmas
that peacefullness, that kind of serenity
the joy the happiness in the air
no troubles, no nothing
i'll be in church, listening & singing
and it would be a great day

and well, i hope that i would get wahtever i want for my birthday =)

BTW THE THAILAND TRIP WAS GREAT
PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED ANOTHER TIME
ITS ALOT OF PHOTOS SO YEAH BE PATIENT ;D

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3

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