i have just realised that i do not make a big impact on lives.. i just realised that i'm just an average girl that goes around throwing her temper on stupid stuff.
but now, when i try to turn over a new leaf..
nobody will give me the chance
sorry if i have hurt you deep.. the scar in my heart is still there. and it hurts..
i just feel as if this class party doesnt mean much to all of you... then i feel retarded trying to start a committee.....
all i ask for is one more chance
if i blow it
then i can only blame myself
i'mnot blaming you or anybody else..
i just feel as if everybody's pushing me aside.. as in those people that i thought i could relate to.. that were my best friends.
everybody has found their person.. and has pushed me aside.. so now, i suffer alone
and those people that i dont usually talk to... are now talking to me..
and they're like the only people that are kind enough.
all i'm asking for is ONE MORE CHANCE
PLEASE
i know that i dont really help anybody or make a big impact.
now i REALLY hate myself.
i'm not emo-ing anymore..
i'm trying to control my temper
i'm not pitying myself anymore...
i just wish for people to give me one last chance...
i know that you still hate me...
but...
please dont make my life harder than it already is..
i'll try to make your life as pleasant... how? by not being emo.. and not bothering you..
but all i'm asking for is for you to listen when i want to talk to you
and not to just block me off
and.......... nevermind
i'm really hurt by your actions..
but i can only blame myself..
but i didnt realise that then
but i do realise that now..
now you ignore me everywhere you go..
and i try to put up a strong appearance
trying not to pity myself again......
but i really hope that you will ..... give me a chance to prove to everybody that i can do something right

terry : im' sorry if i didn't put you on the class committee
you want the truth? you werent exactly the first person that came to my mind
when you told me, i thought that i was never going to be starting a class committee
but now, i'm not the leader
but i just want you to know that..
you're not exactly the person that comes first to people's mind..
no offence
you're just that kind of person....... if you just werent that vulgar, i would have persuaded the others to let you in... but i think its mostly bcos of your language.
you got to learn to stop pitying yourself.. just like i did... but.... you also have to learn how to control your language.. yeah using vulgarities may seem COol. but.. reality? it's not.. sorry if this has hurt you.
dont hesitate to leave whatever you have to say

nadd : i'm sorry if i have pissed you off MANY times...
you are not a useless loser... 'cos if you were, then i would not even DESERVE to be on earth
if you're on earth, you're destined to do something..
and make something while you're here..
i really wished that i didnt say that but yeah.. i just hope thatyou get what im' saying and not take it wrongly

kai yee : you dont know whats happenng behind the scenes

`elisabeth....

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i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

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, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
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LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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