hEY PEEPS! YAY! PSLE's OVER! haha i was countingdown the days mann LOL i wonder if i SHould start a countdown to my birthday hAHA but my math really sucks and i cnanot count you see LOL =D i shld be jumping around bcos i have SO much freedom but yet, i'm not alot of things have been running through my mind even when i'm sleeping and i will always wake up in the middle of the night covered with sweat and my stomach with that sick, empty feeling 1) LOOKS i look gross. i mean EVERYBODY can see that i'ts not like i can change it and not that i will go for plastic surgery 'cos i think its a waste of money and stuff but you know i am SERIOUSLY ugly no matter how many people say ' waaah.. so pretty. she looks so grownup now...' no matter HOW many people tell me that, i still know its all a lie its just basic politeness as in my aunts and relatives friends... say " CHIOBU!!' which IS also just a lie 'cos nobody... has EVER made me feel REALLY beautiful before.. no matter how they say it 'cos whenever i see my reflection on the mirror, i see a stupid, ugly, +sized person staring back into my eyes AND whnever i see my friends, i'm filled with envy not that it really gets the bad side of me out it's just .... jealousy i mean sometimes its REALLY difficult to hold back all your feelings so sometimes you just lash out at your friends like a tigress bcos you are SO jealous ARGH i HATE that about me i always dont think of others i'm SO conceited I only think about howi feel how i look and everything that revolves around me argh ....really in need of coaching here.... 2)THANKS JOANNAH she always makes me laugh with all those silly names haHA and you know what, i think shes the only peep who has actually MADE me feel pretty not even beautiful.. pretty she influenced alot of my stuffs lOL i think that she's an 'it' girl just a VERY Wierd one lol but i can never feel equal to her 'cos she's like everything 3)gRADUATION it just hurts doesnt it when you think of GRADUATION Especially whneyou're in a class that totally rocks your socks mann that's how i feel i dont feel scared of speaking up in 6a 'cos even though you're being embarrassed, its full of very nic epeople to just cheer youup even thoguh 6a is like suppose to be the 'cream of the crop' and speak like broadcasters, we still have local flavour in us we're just a normal bunch of people just a very special bunch of people... except .. ofcourse... me 4) PSLE okay THIS has made my stomach VERY empty everytime i ALWAYS *idont know why* wake up then i will have to start calming myself i alwyas dream that i get 230+ and that.. isnt good enough for me but ah well :( what can i do nothing i'll just suffer these 4 years alone.... if that's liek really possible 'cos i'm not like those kind of introverted,peopl 5) biRTHDAY party gee, i wonder if i really SHOULD have a birthday party 'cos well.. as vicki said what's so great about birthday? its just another day. where you get to celebrate... hmmm really need coaching and ofcourse, good coaching 6) FRIENDS i think that i havnt treated all my friends good i'm really sorry i'm REALLY trying to contain my anger and trying to be nice
I REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN HAVE a CONCERT FOR GRADUATION
xoxo Elisabeth
a SONG [GALLERIA:]When I was just a little girl,My mama used to tuck me into bed,And she'd read me a story. [CHANEL:]It always was about a princess in distressAnd how a guy would save herAnd end up with the glory.
[DORINDA:]I'd lie in bedAnd think aboutThe person that I wanted to be,
[AQUA:]Then one day I realizedThe fairy tale life wasn’t for me.
[CHORUS – ALL:]
I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (Come and set me free)
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh no will survive
Unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna be
No, no, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.
[ALL:]Someday I'm gonna find SomeoneWho wants my soul, heart and mindWhos not afraid to show that he loves meSomebody who will understand im happy just the way i amDont need nobody taking care of me(i will be there)I will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for mewhen i give myself then it has got to be an equal thing
[CHORUS]
[ALL:]I can slay (I can slay) my own dragons. (My own dragons)I can dream my own dreams. (My own dreams)My knight in shining armor (shining armor) is me.So I'm gonna set me free.
I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
.I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh no will survive
Unless somebody's on my side
I don’t wanna be like
Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody (oh -Oh) to come and set me free. I don’t wanna be like someone waiting For a handsome prince to come and save me Oh no will survive Unless somebody's on my side Don't wanna dependon, no one else. I’d rather rescue myself.
I don’t wanna be like Cinderella, Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar, Waiting for somebody (oh -Oh)to come and set me free. I don’t wanna be like someone waiting For a handsome prince to come and save me Oh no will survive Unless somebody's on my side Don't wanna dependon, no one else. I’d rather rescue myself.
i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis 29DEC95 is my BIG DAY
a 6arianHWA CHONG(international)-RIAN
part of theCLICK4♥JEOS♥ ,
- JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVEGOD and my family
i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times BEWARE ;D
LOVES and WANTS♥
LOVES GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...; Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3 to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3
