Friday, October 12, 2007'♥
"being a kid doesn't hurt, right? :D"
have you ever felt that feeling?
that feeling of being pushed aside..
that feeling of being everybody's hated person
'cos of who you were before
and when you try to change, nobody is willing to give you a second chance
yeah. that's what i'm experiencing
i hope that you will give me one more chance
i'm REALLY trying hard
and i dont want to be left alone
friends are like the only thing that i have....
please.
give me another chance
i'm sorry if i've been so short-tempered last time
last time i wanted to pity myself
i wanted to be the centre of attention because i didnt have anything else that people could recognize me by
....
i know sometimes i get on your nerves
but i REALLY want to change
i dont want to be left alone
i acted and i thought that i was cool when actually i was just being a fool
i was just being a nuisance
but i stepped back and i observed my actions
it really took alot of talking and alot of reflection for me to realise that
please give me another chance
i will prove you wrong
i will not be that emo person i was before
i will not only think of myself
i'm sorry if i used you somehow or other
i just need somebody to remind me
i'm really a big loser.. but i'm trying to change it
i'm trying to pick up my life now.. and change it
please.. give me another chance
xoxo, elisabeth