does the cyber world potray who you really are? 'cos if it does.. i dont see why i am so foolish
i wasted alot of my time worryingabout it that i became not focused.
and you didnt give a damn.
now, when i'm in the worst situations, you just stay aside withall your friends and laugh at me.. i'm such a loser right? yeah, gee ..i guess i am
i dont hate you ... like i used to..
i still love you, but yet, you treat me as an obstacle, something to just getit over and done with..
i'm not being depressed.
i'm just slapping myself in the face for being so stupid so as to waste my time
i know that we can never be friends... 'cos you just wont accept that fact
whatever i said changed that possibility..
now you treat me like a stranger.. i really dont know how to explain my feelings for you..
its neither good nor bad
the only thing that i know - we can never betogether.
'cos you will move on with your life, and i will with mine
but i will never forget you
you will find your new friends and perhaps a very close one..
i will too, but you held me long enough to make me remember for a lifetime
in the cyber world, you are a menacing dragon, waiting to blow me up anytime i attempt to talk to you or even be friends.
however, in reality.. you just treat me like any other normal person, just with extra hostility
i hate this to go on..
i wish that i could just nail down my feelings and just get it clear.
then i would really know how you really feel.
but i have no courage.
'cos you blew me down.. and i dont have enough strength to get up and continue with my life. i wish that for once it would happen..
you scarred me with the words.
even though i never showed any expression on my face,
i cry silently inside..
you never see it and think that its all ok..
i just wish that you would know how i feel.
but then again, you wouldnt care.
'cos its my fault
i really wonder.. waht you feel about me too...

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3

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