i'm supposed to be happy.
but EVerytime i'mhappy, something bad happens..
maybe its ME, or its the world
i was supposed to post this whole post with full of Capital letters.
'cos today, vicki, HUIYING and I went out to tampinese
century square
OKAY let me describe
my day
this might be a suppperr long post.i dont know
so.. WENT TO SCHOOL
fine fine fine
the whole time
until 8 +
then we went to the hall
'cos the trainers for the scocial etiquette thingo were there.
so. found out our trainer for 6A
Mrs. Sangita
hmm not bad lah she. but i dont like her accent.
but it doesnt.. count right? anyway
so..... after the whole thingo.
i was supposed to collect all of the markers
(31st OCT - continuation )
but i needed to get the box frmo mr jeevan
so i RAN all over for mr jeevan, and when i was on the 4th fLoor, i saw mr Jeevan.. on the 2nd floor, sauntering..
-..-
so i ran down, and he was like..' you were supposed to come and find me right?'
and i was like.. WHAT??! i LOOKED AROUND THE WHOLE OF THE p6 bLock and EVEN THE STAFF ROOM..
AND I DIDNT FINDYOU????!
nvm
i'm more shocked than angry
okay so after that.. collected all. was short of some
so mr jeevan 'didnt stress me any more'
and i ran back to 6A and sat down..
she was SO damn flirty lah.
-..-
its only 2 more weekS!? what could POSSIBLY happen???!
we're all going onto secondary school! it's NO use still having a crush on people!
WAKE UP!!!
its only TWO More TIRING WEEKS!!!
and we're GONE for good,
only with our TRUE friends by our side...
so anyway.. afTer sChool! i was SOO EXCITED! I WAS GONNA SEE HUIYING!!!!! (:
and vicki and I walked to heartlandand realised that we were TOo early.
so we went to cHAnge.
haha okay went down
found out that huiying was still on the train so we went to buy food first
so vicki and I bought the buddy meal. (:

then after that saw JIT HUI, SIMHWEE, JOANNe, LICHENG (right??) LOL so anyway they were like.. 'IS THAT ELISABETH??' 'cos vicki was buying food
haha so i waved to them.. then they came over
then talked aWHILE
then HUIYING was behind us.
then she tapped vicki's shoulder
HAHA!
SO WE WERE LIKE.. HUIIYYIINNGG!!!(((:
so she went to change
we standardized.
white TEE and jeans. + Jacket (:
hahah
like triplets right? just that huiying and vicki are TOTAL beauties
(:
then later went to backgate and took bus 354.. i think
thenon the bus, we took some pics
I'm STILL waiting :P
for the pics.
HAHA okay
so later stopped at..... some mrt station. east west line de
then took to tampinese
then walked
to CENTURY square
we ate ice cream before that... :P from macs
so went to century square
finished the sundae, then went to take NEOPRINTS!!!!
waah. they are VERY good pose people :P
hahaha
then later took the neoprints.
then went to look at the jewellry went we were 'slowly' working our way down LOL
I BOUGHT A NECKLACE ( Which is SOOO totally adorable))
and EARRINGS ( ofcourse.. danglys :P)
so anyway then later went over the tampinese.
vicki wanted sth to munch
so we went to look for the foodloh
then later they walked me back to the bus there (:
wah my timing so.. 'good' .. the bus was alr there :P
but took back to kovan since i couldnt stand sitting on the bus anymore.. because my butt was HURTING like MADD!!!
numb alr LOL
sit too long HAH
then took mrt back
then walked back
at around 8+
i think.
eh no.. 7+
EVEN though this doesnt seem much, *this outing* it was GREAT... 'cos they're REALLY friends that you can TALk to.. you dont have to be all superficial.. and things dont end up in like... a mess... ((:

so went home.
then kaiyee was online.
and we.. broke up.
okay..
at least its my last few weeks.
i REALLY hope that i DONT have to remember it the BAD way.
but i HAVE people that i trust&LOVE
HUIYING VICKI NADHIRAH HUMAIRA EVELYN FARAH AFIQAH AQILAH
and people that i TRUST
CHINKEONG TECK HWEE JOHN

aNd i almost cried over it
i dont cry over friendship stuff.
but i waS really feeling VERY demoralized.
so my sister ENCOURAGED ME <3 you

and this morning,
this stupid idiotic DUMBASS terry was like.' aiya she always liddat. act nia..' or sth with THAT meaning.
when i was so damn sad and tired
WHY CANT he just SHUT his mouth?! he's OBVIOUSLY just making a FOOL of himself.
AS IF HE KNOWS ME SO WELL!
anyway
i shall not waste my energy
then after ALL the social etiquette thingo, i had to RUN and RUN and RUN and RUN around the whole of the p6 classes-..-
and it was like so damn tiring lah
then still had to walk home bcause i didnt bring
my wallet
kai yee : i owe you $2 .. remind me...
so anyway then GOOD FOR ME, i brought along my hp and listened to music
if not i wuold DIE
music INJECTS energy into me
(:
so anyway later i had to WALK out again to buy my lunch
then i rest and rest and felt that i was getting giddy. nvm it doesnt matter anymore
i'm not feeling it anymore
and HERE I am
waiting for my last two most memorable weeks

xoxo, Elisabeth
UNAPPRECIATED by my OWN class
appreciated <3 by OTHER classes
THIS OFFICIALLY SUCKS

LIFE IN SCHOOL (after exams)

went to school.
experimented a side parting for fringe.
i found it quite okay.. infact.. i think i look better.
and i look so.. toot with centre parting.
i mean .. its' like.. a new look.
lets just say... i'm not comfortable with my old look
and ... some people.
hmm lemme think of names for THEM.
hmmmmmmmmmmm yeah! i got it
toot and tooties
toot at first stared at me with that.. 'what kind of monster ARE you' kind of look
as if i was from another planet
toooties.. on the other hand
started off like..
' HI.... hi (:'
and it wasnt until LATER that tooties realised that i had a side parting and went..
' eee... not nice..'
and
after that.
i went to ask kai yee...
' really very bad meh? '
kai yee said.
' i prefer centre parting
but I prefer a side parting
DEAL WITH IT
its MY hair and I can DO whatevr i want with it
... just when i thought life WAS getting better, nah.. everything just subsided.
the more you say its ugly, the MORE i will do it
'cos i LIKE it
arGH
i'm starting to be all sensitive again
haiz
its like.. when you're around girls, you dont REALLY have fun..
'cos its like.. everybodys so sensitive and stuff
gee. sometimes i ask myself twice about you.
but once i see you... i get all tongue twisted.
and i fall for it.
haiz.. i dont even know if its real.
now i really AM trying to prioritize my life.. now that psle is OVER

PRIORITIES ::
1. GOD
2. FAMILY
3. FRIENDS
4. STUDIES
5. 6A
6.Music
7. somebody
8. me
yeah i guess thats it

anyway
then aft tha.t
boring..
boring.
THE STUPID SS EXAM
PHEW! i'm SO GLAd it's FINALLY over
no MORE stupid nagging
but ofcourse.. ther'es more nagging about our appearances
HAIZ
i will miss 6A
and even though this MAY sound wierd....
i WILL miss xinghua
today mrs ram told us sth..
that hit me alot..
' when you're working, you wish that you were still studying.
but when you're studying, you wish thatyou were working...'
.. i REALLY want to take control of my life now.. and start to lead it.
i want to ENJOY studying.
i shall not say anything more about the teachers.
'cos they arent that evil as we think they are
'cos i mean.. if I was the teacher, i would also be like that..
so i cannot say anything.
ofcourse, i would be fair.
unlike them.
some people might think that it is a 'natural reaction' .. but ithink otherwise..
it's NOT a natural reaction.
most of us think that its.. 'COOL' to like.. act as if you hate the teachers.. but now, ithink that its unfair.
yeah they may 'spy' on us.
but we should also consider their feelings.
i mean. how would you feel.. if the STUDENTS that you have known, write sth bad about you.
you will feel as if... ... nvm
i shall try not to ..
'lecture' people
anyway
so after that
recess.
mr jeevan punished our class
but he MAde a fool of himself
no offence.
but serious.
i mean
even HE smiled
and he said
' you're a PREFECt.. and you STILL dare to smile..'
he's... making a fool of himself by saying that
i mean... SERIOUS
but i shall not continue anymore about him.
so blahblah blah
after school,
we stayed back
and well.
it wasnt much
but here's the highlight of the day
at first.
teck hwee, ck, dilon, yijie, kai yee and ME were at the meeting
then john came
then kai yee left
then yijie left
then dilon left
then OKAY
left with teck hwee, john, ck and ME
so.. we did a few more personal stuffs.
then..
after that, we talked
about thingoes
like personal stuff.
and who we liked and stuff
and we had to CONFESS
as in SAY It out
even though it was SO obvious HAHA
but yeah.. they're real friends
and good ones too
well. sometimes its wierd to be friends with like guys??????
isit?
i dont know
... but it was REALLY fun to talk to them
and they were touching too
they were nice
and i didnt feel left out.
as i usually did..
around him
i dont know why.
he just.......responds in such a way that i feel like a big doofus....
i guess i AM one .. but..
sometimes i have to have confidence
so i think... that i cannot blame him
'cos.....
aiya
he just acts wierd to me
i dont see the problem with talking to me
isit so funnny? isit so..
scary?
its not as if i'm gonna make fun of you or anything.
i didnt when you were a fool. i tried not to.. and i didnt.
so just ... nvm

anyway
we were thinkin.. the committee go to dont know where LOL to chill
but i'm SCARED OF HEIGHTS
sometimes. i really dont feel like hanging out with toots and tooties.
sometimes i feel comfortable hanging out with the guys
it means NOTHING.
it's just... like... they dont... put you down for every little change.
like when i wear SOMETHING.
toots will comment
and if i tie high, or i tieall my frnge back, toots and tooties will comment and say ' no i dont like it..'
isit possible that they'rejealous? no.. cant be.
they're already the most popular....
whatever it is.
i'm NOT gonnna change myself
i'm gonna do whatever i believe
i shall wear whatever i wantto wear
i shall wear skirts, high heels and a side parting.
you know what? yeah. its not your style.
i know. you're style is pants.
but you gotta learn how to wear both


i feel hurt and discouraged, yet angry and rebellious at the same time.
but i'm trying to contain it all
maybe something good will happen...
in the next few days

i wish.
i hope..
and i hafto go....
bye

xoxo, Elisabeth

Psychoanalyze yourself! Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end.(No cheating!)



1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?

a special somebody

2.You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?

uhh.. a hungry cheetah

3.What interaction takes place between you and the animal?

i feed it??

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it?

big, beautiful, elegant and NICE

5.Is your dream house surrounded by a fence

no.. it makes me feel isolated???

6.You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?

flowers...a tablecloth, chairs, CHOCOLATE and Food and somebody (:

7.You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?

a glass cup

8.What do you do with the cup?

use it..

9.You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself at: (what type of water)

.....uhh... a lake .. sparkly water.. :P

10.How will you cross the water?

errr. swim across it?? duhh



ANSWERS:

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.

oo .. no thats not true.. god is the most important..-.-'

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

hmm a cheetah.. makes sense
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
HAHAA i FEED IT :P
4.The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
oo not bad :P

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

YAY!!! :P

6.If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

i'm a HAPPY person! (:
7.The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
uhh.. so ... glass??
8.What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
(: I USED IT..is that good?
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
uhhh... a lake?? thats.. not very big right.. what is the defination of sexual desire?? a hug??
10.The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be
hmm... so.. swimming???



LOL this is a COOL thing i found on joannah's blog

anyway heres another S.H.I.T. Thing that i found on vicki's blog
its' VICKI COPYRIGHTED

Memo to all students:
To: All Students!
In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from students, it will be our policy to keep all students well taught through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (S.H.I.T.).We are trying to give our students more S.H.I.T. than anyone else.

If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T. on the course, please see your lecturer. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T. list, and our lecturers are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T. you can handle.

Students who don't take their S.H.I.T. will be placed in>DEPARTMENTAL EDUCATIONAL EVALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T.). Those who fail>to take D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T. seriously will have to go to EDUCATIONAL ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T. S.H.I.T.). Since our lecturers took S.H.I.T. before they graduated, they don't have to do S.H.I.T. anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T. already.

If you are full of S.H.I.T., you may be interested in a job teaching others. We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING LECTURE LIST (B.U.L.L. S.H.I.T.).

For students who are intending to pursue a career in management and consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL OPERATIONAL RESEARCH EDUCATION ( M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.). This course emphasizes how to manage M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T. If you have further questions, please direct them to our HEAD OF TEACHING, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING ( H.O.T. S.H.I.T.).

Thank you, BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (B.I.G. S.H.I.T.).

Thank You for your time.Sincerely,The Director Under the Michigan Bureau of Super High Intensity Teaching. (The D.U.M.B. S.H.I.T.)
--------------- --------------- ---------------
LOL
xoxo, elisabeth

oO
today is a some-what GREAT day
okay lemme start off
today mr jeevan was either :
-TOTALLY BIASED (because 6D challenged with 6E and they won)
-TOTALLY COCK-eyed
'cos 6D challenged 6G
two VERY strong teams
6D, was OBVIOUSLY using something called : T-E-A-M-W-O-R-K
not that 6G didnt use teamwork.. its just that... They kept passing to TRACY
to shoot to the captain..
and you know what? even though i have so many darls in 6G, i cant believe that they would .. you know.. 'be so rough..
SOME Of them played as if it was... BASKETBALL
they 'stole' the ball from 6D
WHEN 6D had the BALL in their hands, the 6G people just pushed it out and grabbed it
SO 6A was protesting
WALAO EH SO UNFAIR
not that i dont support 6G
i just KNOW THAt 6D WAS RIGHTFULLY THE CHAMPIONS
stupid -------- WAS SO... -.-'
liddat also cannot see
SOMEMORE he was an OBSTACLE to them loh
he STAND in the middle, as if what.. he big movie star..fans all crowding around arh
THE only time that that'll happen is when he comes out of a car, with LIGHTS and the fans will be with CAMeras.. and his bodyguards will have guns in their belts and wear caps
and he will be SO gay enough to wear TWO silver BRACELETES which are joined together..
so anyway..
after that.. went to watch the soccer match
it was like..... so quiet lah
and since.. i was very noob at soccer

CORRECTION : i AM very noob at soccer
and ofcourse, understanding the game..
so in the end...
6H WON!
AHAHA congrats..

then after that we went for recess
poor us.. we didnt have PE And we wore the teeshirts.
:@ but also cannot blame mdm lee
'cos we had to watch the matches
the stupid thing was..
j----- was the REFEREE
:@ i HATE him
hate is a strong word.
anyway after that
we had recess and kai yee was totally freaking out 'cos of the karaoke and ziqi was very depressed over sth that i'm totally clueless about...
ziqi : i <3 you! DONT BE DEPRESSED (: 'cos you made me sad too.. you made me feel as if i wasnt doing my job as a friend....

then aft that had a bit of social studies
and dot dot dot
THE TIME CAME
(:
THE KARAOKE COMPETITION
WEE OO!
eugene sito was making funny faces HAHA
(:
anyway so..
....
I CHEERED For kai yee
but.. ofcourse.. i was very guilty 'cos i didnt DARE to wave my hands in the air
i was scared that other people would complain and say.. ' I CANNOT SEE LAHH'
actually kai yee you should start it
but i dont blame you (: you were nervous
then anyway VOTING (:
73 VOTES for kai yee
and i think 79 for fangling.. no cannot be.. 49 i think bcos kai yees line stretched to the back and turned and etc (:
and she sang REALLY WELL MIND YOU
it wasntonly about...
you know
popularity..
for a moment i thought it was jolin singing but then i could hear a quiver in her voice . anyway
so.. aft that. had MATH / SOcial studies
LOL
nothing to talk about.-.-'
Math is Always very boring
'cos its always abotu SOCIAL studies
GEE I WONDER waht they're gonna do after the social studies
so aft school, went to hougang mall and tried this new place
qi sth.
in HEartland mall
haha
cheap + quite nice..
but i didnt eat some of the food bcos i was kinda full anyway.
so anyway went to kai yees house
explored it
hmm maybe we are BEComing friends..
friends.. is enough
i just want --- to trust me.. thats enough.
so anyway.. 'explored' the place
went up..
Hmm then went down again
then went up again
lol
then i came up with nice clues :P
THANK YOU THANK YOU :P *curtsies*(pardon my spelling)

so anyway.. took the mrt back
i was very tired 'cos i havnt been sleeping well these days
but i keep awake
'cos it DELIGHTS Me to see all my friends and ofcourse....--
and also because, the p6s '07 xinghua primary have this kind of 'energy level' and a kind of friendliness and everything you want..
EXCEPT FOR TERRY
he has NOTHING that we want..
we want
- no vulgarities
- No acts..
- NO ABUSIVE people
- NO destructive people
- NO anti-social people
yeah he's the full package
if you have one.. its okay
but he has all right..
and my kind of anti-social definition is different
social people are like..
people that can communicate. htey dont have to be like all bubbly and etc.
but TERRY doesnt know how to conduct a conversation, always picks fights.
yeah
whatever
i'm not SCARED of writing this
WHATS TO BE SCARED OF!!
at most kenna smacked only waht. besides,if he slap.. no correction.. PUNCH me i just slap him and kick his ---- CAn alr

so anyway.. i came back and here i am

BTW I HATE ALL p6 TEACHERS BECAUSE THEY NEVER KEEP WHATEVER THEY PROMISE..
EXCEPT FOR THE BAD STUFF.
AND THEY BACKSTABB STUDENTS WHO ARE JUST VENTING THEIR FEELINGS.

LET ME TELL YOU TEACHERS : THIS IS MY BLOG
I CAN WRITE WAHTEVER I WANT TO WRITE
THIS IS HOW I FEEL
NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM FEELING THAT YOU TEACHERS ARE LIKE THAT.. 'COS YOU ARE THE ONES TO BLAME
IF YOU TREATED US BETTER, WE'LL OBVIOUSLY WRITE COMPLIMENTS ABOUT YOU..
THIS IS MY FEELING AND ITS MY BLOG
DONT YOU DARE TO COME AND FIND ME FOR WRITING THIS.
ITS TIME FOR YOU TEACHERS TO JUST LISTEN TO US AND REFLECT.
LIKE YOU ALWYAS TELL US TO DO.
SEE? YOU DONT PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH..


-elisabeth .. its my name and i'm willing to show it

does the cyber world potray who you really are? 'cos if it does.. i dont see why i am so foolish
i wasted alot of my time worryingabout it that i became not focused.
and you didnt give a damn.
now, when i'm in the worst situations, you just stay aside withall your friends and laugh at me.. i'm such a loser right? yeah, gee ..i guess i am
i dont hate you ... like i used to..
i still love you, but yet, you treat me as an obstacle, something to just getit over and done with..
i'm not being depressed.
i'm just slapping myself in the face for being so stupid so as to waste my time
i know that we can never be friends... 'cos you just wont accept that fact
whatever i said changed that possibility..
now you treat me like a stranger.. i really dont know how to explain my feelings for you..
its neither good nor bad
the only thing that i know - we can never betogether.
'cos you will move on with your life, and i will with mine
but i will never forget you
you will find your new friends and perhaps a very close one..
i will too, but you held me long enough to make me remember for a lifetime
in the cyber world, you are a menacing dragon, waiting to blow me up anytime i attempt to talk to you or even be friends.
however, in reality.. you just treat me like any other normal person, just with extra hostility
i hate this to go on..
i wish that i could just nail down my feelings and just get it clear.
then i would really know how you really feel.
but i have no courage.
'cos you blew me down.. and i dont have enough strength to get up and continue with my life. i wish that for once it would happen..
you scarred me with the words.
even though i never showed any expression on my face,
i cry silently inside..
you never see it and think that its all ok..
i just wish that you would know how i feel.
but then again, you wouldnt care.
'cos its my fault
i really wonder.. waht you feel about me too...

oOkay... my 60th post ! +D and i just realised that the timing below VV is actually according to american timing. * ithink**
so the TIME and DATEE

MOnday : oct 22nd, 2.31pm when i started to blog =DD
I am SO Proud of 6a
oOkay lemme explain
the p6s were having a badminton tournament
sooo. 6A was pretty pissed since nobody told us..
+ we didnt have rackets
+ we didnt have PE teeshirts.
when i'm talking 'we'
it means the competitors
but i speak as a class =X sorry i'm very thickskineed
anywayy!!
competitiors
Girls Single : CRYSTAL CHONG =D <3
Girls Double: NADHIRAH<33 AFIQAH <33
Boys Single : TECK HWEE:)
Boys double : YIJIE :)and JEREMY :)
Mixed Doubles : FARAH<3:) THIRU :)
WEE!!! 6A WON ALL THE GAMES!!!!! WOOHOOO! =D
actually they couldnt play bcos they didnt have PE Teeshirts, except teckhwee and thiru
oO then aft that *dont iknow how* the others also magically wore PE teeshirts.
sO we were rejoicing +D as in WE the cheer-es :D
oO
CRYSTAL
original house - amethyst
house teeshirt - amethyst
NADHIRAH
original house - amethyst
house teeshirt - sapphire
TECKHWEE
Original house - SAPPHIRE:)
house teeshirt - TOPAZ :(
YIJIE
original house - SAPPHIRE :)
house teeeshirt - RUBY
JEREMY
original house - AMETHYST
house teeshirt - SAPPHIRE:)
fARAH
original house - AMETHYST
house teeshirt - TOPAZ
THIRU
Original house - Emerald
House Teeshirt - Emerald

House TEeshirt means the teashirt that they wore =D
i know i'm spellin' it all wrong...
ah well=D
ookay. so FIRST UP
Teck hwee
boys Single
oO not bad
6A screamed everytime he scored
icant rmb the score
but it was 'FIRST TO 11'
:D and HE WON!
:)
then
CRYSTAL
Girls Single
i'm not saying taht shes bad or anything
just that the racket... sheh wasnt comfortable with it..
but : ) good thing was... her rival was throwing away points :)
so SHE WON!!!:) she's good btw..
then
YIJIE&JEREMY
boys double
hmm not bad lah..
but i could tell that yijie wasnt very comfortable with the borrowed and lousy racket
could tell :D
haha. there was one part where, the shuttlecock wasnt in the box when it was serviced. then yijie almost hit it.. but good thing he stopped :) hahah then they got the point
WEE!
and
THEY WONN:)
nExt
NADHIRAH&AFIQAH
Girls Double
WEEE they won!!! :)
nExt
FARAH&THIRU
WEE!!!!! :) it was a good game you know why?
'cos thiru hit the shuttlecock when it was near the net
and farah hit it when the shuttlecock was high? aiya you gettit
lOL

kai yee was talking about 'strategy'
like .. when you service, you can service with alot of force, then when that person hits it back, hit it lightly (ifpossibleofcourse)then after that, theperson would (hopefully) miss it..
okay you dont really gettit but.. ah well :)
then afterthat
RECESS

Stupid Mr Jeevan picked on 6A again
AS IF 6E WASNT TALKING LAH!
PLEASE LAH!
HE TOLD 6A TO HURRY UP AND SIT DOWN .. AND YET?! I STILL SEE CHINA PEOPLE FROM 6E TAKIGN THEIR OWN SWEET TIME TO SIT DOWN!!!
WHAT IS THIS! HE TOTALLY SPOILED THE MOOD
THE CHEERFUL ATMOSPHERE
[sarcasm]ARE YOU SETTING A GOOD EXAMPLE TO US PUPILS??[/sarcasm]
ARGH
:@
i'm so mad i could strangle him now.
buti'm controlling it
soo
after that
went back to class for'science'
then tried to ask 6As when they were free
but argh

okay lemme describe

terry : no i cannot makeit on ..-----
yijie : OKAY good! elisabeth! hold the party on -----
terry : WHAt is your meaning??!
yijie : what?
me : CAN YOU ALL STOP FIGHTING??!
yijie : this is not fighting, this is QUARElling
Terry : i just want to slap his face! (his= jeremy)
me : STOP IT!!!!!!!
and i could feel chinkeong watching me
as if with a kind of sympathy in his eyes
'cos i know he thought i was gonna break down into tears
haha
CLOSE
..
the two of them pissed me off at that time
haiz
and terry was trying to win my forgiveness when he quietned the class
*'quietened'*
by shouting ' EVERYBODYSHUTTUP!!!'
hmmm.
no..
i shall not fall for that
no thanks terry
that was nice, but i dont take it
then aft that
MOTHER TONGUE
OO
couldnt really concentrate on whatever the teacher was saying on civics and moral education
i usually can
but the class party was really frustrating
people couldnt make it now, cannot then, then WHEN?!
ARgh :(
it was really unlike me
'cos i've learnt how to focus and concentrate
butten my mind was totally offtrack
then aft that spent the rest of the time reading ' scorpion'
a newburry *pardon me if i spelt that wrongly* award winner
:) i reccommend it
then aft that was ENglish
... DEBATE
6A vs. 6D
topic : pupils are given too much homework
6A : opposition
6D : preposition
LOL
i dont dare to reveal any secrets of what mr isa told us
but actually, opposition is BETTER than preposition ;) in this case
anyway
on wednesday, if the weather is good,
willl have soccer and captains ball and badminton
i have a feeling that 6As are gonna be CHAMPIONS
and ALL ROUNDERS
mr isa, you always talk about being 'well-rounded'
well, now you know ..
6As is really one class that i dare to speak up in
... infact.
its the ONLY class i dare to speak up in
'cos 6A listens to your points,
and know when to play, and when to not
apparently sometimes you teachers dont..
you teachers arent perfect
we dont blame you..
but sometimes, you need to listen
and give in to your mistakes

Mr Jeevan -
JOHN is NOt in the wrong
he was only trying to defend himself
if he was brought up that way, to defend himself, what can you do?
its not as if you give us respect right?
you dont respect 6A
you dont respect us because you always want 6E to win
yeah normal.
but if you're wrong
tHEN ADMIT IT!!!
JOHN is innocent.
yeah he was brought up that way.. you can help it if he nono.. ALL of us HATE you right?!
this is my blog
so i can say whatever i want
dont try to change wahtever i say



now i'm off to do some calculating for the class party
toodles :)
xoxo,Elisabeth

"because you live" is such a meaningful song ...
but... its supposed to be sung by a guy. to a girl...
haiz
but its REALLY nice
..........
anyway
today
went to kai yee's house.
i went there in such a rush then i realised thati was early
9.30+
so walked to busstop nearer to heartland mall
then saw dilon reading charlotte's web..
supposedly its very boring.. poor them.. HAHA.. but i REALLY dont want to watch the movie
i'm scared that i might cry
'cos you know.. charlotte died
haiz
okay
then afterthat
met the guys
went to kai yee's house
then errrr
after we discussed some stuff
we went to look at the ntuc prices
but we were so stupid.. i didnt think of ntuc online.. where we could look at all the prices online
oO
haha but nvm
then afterthat
came back
then had some more talk
haiz so sad i cannot say anything here
'cos i scared i'll expose the secret..
haiz
then aft that
walked back
haiz
kai yee seemed kinda pissed bcos i couldnt stay to go to the beach
my mom didnt allow
sorry
then while walking back
i felt very emo... as in a little bit emo bcos of....... no not him..
nvm
i felt very left out
'cos i was like
the only girl walking home
...
kai yee was up stairs.. she didnt want to come down with us
no offence.. but not really very good hosting.. but atleast her house had aircon
and.... nvm
so.. i walked behind them all
John seemed to be avoiding me
just like last time
before ... well... he stopped liking somebody---
i think its because i said sth.....
haiz
WHY CANT I GO ON ONE DAY WITHOUT SAYING SOMETHING WRONG?!
haizz
thanks ms yin for helping us
*dont tell anybody.. thisis a surprise*
=D
haizthen took bus 87
almost missed the stop
then walked to the busstop
then took bus 62 back home
my feet were filthy
but i've bathed dont worry
then tried to make out the handwritings of the prices
but found out that i couldnt make it out
so..
i... rememberd that there was NTUC online
...so i went to look up ntuc online
and found the website
then took down all the necessary stuffs

then i'm probably gonna let the rest of the time rot away
'cos my stupid TV wont work

xoxo,
Elisabeth

OKAY
PIERCED MY EARs
haha my brothers & dada think that its gross
but ah well:D
its all joannah's fault.. =X no lah
she just influenced me with SO many earrings that are AWFULLY NICE!\
:D
okay so lemme start
hmm yesterday was a pretttttyy boring day
lol
then aft that mama called
and joannah was bathing
SOO
theni waited
then i ran about the house searching for library books
and i got ready mama's slippers because the shoes that she wore, the heels, broke BOTH
LOL haha so funny=X
+D then aft that
took big umbrella, ella ella, then aft that went out
luckily didnt rain yet
actuallly it drizzled so i acted guniang and was like
' EEEE! jOANNAH!
theres RAIN!
ON MY SLEEVE!!! then i huddled in more=X'
haha then joannah was ... like
' Aiyo.you ver guniang leh'
haha
+D
i likey to irritate ma sista
ahaha
then lata went out
was 'anxious'
haha i irritated my sis again
me : WHERE is mommmy.... * goes up to her, nudges her and stares at her in a very act cute look*call her?
joannah : .. I JUST CALLED HER LAH * with a smile.. irritated smile*
haha
every too seconds i will go up to joannah and go.. ' joannahh.......'
AHHAA=D
see? irritating joannah is SO fun AHAa
thne aft that mama arrived:D
then aft that we all were hungry
theni bought too slurpees.
one for me one for mama
then joannah shared+D
haha
then joannah bought a pancake frmo MR bEAn
and mama and I bought from Old chang kee .
lol
then aft that wlked to
BITS AND PEICES
to pierce my ears+D
then chose a tiny star, light blue
then she drew the markings
where i was to have the piercing? LOL
then aft that she applied alcohol then
SNAP. the thing is in
oO
painthen i was like
' harrrr.. anothertime arh'
lol
aha then later went to return books, my sis wanted to have a jewellry holder but.. she has TOO many earrings HA!
haha
now mama joannah and i can share alot of thingoes

SHOES
EARRINGS
NECKLACES
SOME CLOTHES=D
----
HAHA
then went to buy .....some veges and stuffs
then went to ground level and went to charles and keith then
after that, figured that NO no shoe size .... i'm 37.5 but round it up, 38.. and my sista and mama are sizes 38 so yeah.. save money :D next time will grow right?
then aft that went out to the ... erm what do you call that
aiya cant rmb
aH! atrium
isit? yeah i think so
then saw a VER YNICE SHOE
2 inch i htink=D
WEE i'm starting to like high heels bcos you know, they make me feel tall=D
haha
then i wanted to try one that was higher
haha
couldnt maintain balance .. actually i could lah
just that
you know
haha
they train calf muscles =D
then bought it
+D
can share
HAHA
then aft that went home
oo was raining
so mommy and I were under the BIG umbrella
and joannah had the small one=X
aha
then very funny sia
i like the cool wind mah
so i kept laughing
then suddenly the wind so strong, then joannah's umbrella went like you know
'inside out?'
haha
I couldnt stop laughin
thne i realised tht my laugh then was abit...
-.-'
haha
BUT I LIKEY
HAHA SO I KEPT LAUGHING
then joannah's umbrella did that again! haha
haha i laughed ALL the way home=X
haha then bathed
i was totally scared thati might you know, accidentaly cause an infection=X
my sis had bcos apparently the shop was filthy? dont know why she go there anyway =D then aft that
bathed
washed hair
then aft that
used computer
went down for dinner
used computer
practiced piano
used computer
listened to music

slept +D
lazy me AGAIN
haha then today,
i woke up, like 7 sth
then ate bkfast
then used computer
then bathed=X
haha then aft that i went to use computer agian
then used until like..
10 sth
then aft that WOKe my sis up
then aft that i was HYPER
then my sis stared at me with that.. -.^ look and half smiling
-.^
haha=D then i started to jump about
all hyper and singing songs to myself
HAHa
then she took out aboard a marker and tissue and wrote..
' THIS SHALL BE MY MOUTH FOR TODAY K?'
lol then
sheh was like
' good morning, boobs, i'm gonna bathe, dont miss me k?
haha
>:( haha
okay
thats all
bye
toodles
xoxo, Elisabeth

OUR ABILITY TO LIVE IS WHAT IS AT STAKE
haha i like this thingo
haha
haiz
things have cleared up abit. but now everythings wierd.
you have this integrity to keep.
and you have SO many things to tell that person
its just wierd for you to tell that person 'cos you dont want to hurt them anymore
you want to tell them how irritating theyCAN be at times and how sometimes they become too emotionally unstable then you look back then you realise that you cannot blame them too because you influence them
...have you ever felt that way before?
i used to be all depressed and sensitive and that really got on people's nerves
you just want them to learn
'cos you know that you've made a big mistake
and you cannot go back now to go and change things
it's just...... you know
sometimes you've hurt somebody so much and its just too much of a superficial relationship that you just dare not tell that person the truth
just like kai yee told me the truth
sometimes i just want to telll you to shuttup but i realise that sometimes you feel like that too
i've nobody to blame but myself.. i wish that i can tell you the truth.. but its just too hard


PS : GONNA PIERCE MY EARS TOMORROW!

elisabeth

i have just realised that i do not make a big impact on lives.. i just realised that i'm just an average girl that goes around throwing her temper on stupid stuff.
but now, when i try to turn over a new leaf..
nobody will give me the chance
sorry if i have hurt you deep.. the scar in my heart is still there. and it hurts..
i just feel as if this class party doesnt mean much to all of you... then i feel retarded trying to start a committee.....
all i ask for is one more chance
if i blow it
then i can only blame myself
i'mnot blaming you or anybody else..
i just feel as if everybody's pushing me aside.. as in those people that i thought i could relate to.. that were my best friends.
everybody has found their person.. and has pushed me aside.. so now, i suffer alone
and those people that i dont usually talk to... are now talking to me..
and they're like the only people that are kind enough.
all i'm asking for is ONE MORE CHANCE
PLEASE
i know that i dont really help anybody or make a big impact.
now i REALLY hate myself.
i'm not emo-ing anymore..
i'm trying to control my temper
i'm not pitying myself anymore...
i just wish for people to give me one last chance...
i know that you still hate me...
but...
please dont make my life harder than it already is..
i'll try to make your life as pleasant... how? by not being emo.. and not bothering you..
but all i'm asking for is for you to listen when i want to talk to you
and not to just block me off
and.......... nevermind
i'm really hurt by your actions..
but i can only blame myself..
but i didnt realise that then
but i do realise that now..
now you ignore me everywhere you go..
and i try to put up a strong appearance
trying not to pity myself again......
but i really hope that you will ..... give me a chance to prove to everybody that i can do something right

terry : im' sorry if i didn't put you on the class committee
you want the truth? you werent exactly the first person that came to my mind
when you told me, i thought that i was never going to be starting a class committee
but now, i'm not the leader
but i just want you to know that..
you're not exactly the person that comes first to people's mind..
no offence
you're just that kind of person....... if you just werent that vulgar, i would have persuaded the others to let you in... but i think its mostly bcos of your language.
you got to learn to stop pitying yourself.. just like i did... but.... you also have to learn how to control your language.. yeah using vulgarities may seem COol. but.. reality? it's not.. sorry if this has hurt you.
dont hesitate to leave whatever you have to say

nadd : i'm sorry if i have pissed you off MANY times...
you are not a useless loser... 'cos if you were, then i would not even DESERVE to be on earth
if you're on earth, you're destined to do something..
and make something while you're here..
i really wished that i didnt say that but yeah.. i just hope thatyou get what im' saying and not take it wrongly

kai yee : you dont know whats happenng behind the scenes

`elisabeth....

Labels: another chance..

have you ever felt that feeling?
that feeling of being pushed aside..
that feeling of being everybody's hated person
'cos of who you were before
and when you try to change, nobody is willing to give you a second chance
yeah. that's what i'm experiencing
i hope that you will give me one more chance
i'm REALLY trying hard
and i dont want to be left alone
friends are like the only thing that i have....
please.
give me another chance
i'm sorry if i've been so short-tempered last time
last time i wanted to pity myself
i wanted to be the centre of attention because i didnt have anything else that people could recognize me by
....
i know sometimes i get on your nerves
but i REALLY want to change
i dont want to be left alone
i acted and i thought that i was cool when actually i was just being a fool
i was just being a nuisance
but i stepped back and i observed my actions
it really took alot of talking and alot of reflection for me to realise that
please give me another chance
i will prove you wrong
i will not be that emo person i was before
i will not only think of myself
i'm sorry if i used you somehow or other
i just need somebody to remind me
i'm really a big loser.. but i'm trying to change it
i'm trying to pick up my life now.. and change it
please.. give me another chance


xoxo, elisabeth

LIFE IN HELL DAY 3
today is like the worst day of my life yet a good day...

FIRST THING IN THE MORNING
found out that PE was CANCELLED
i COULDNT be more angry
haiz
then aft that all the p6s reported to the hall
and we had a spot check
that was kinda why i tied my fringe up ( its long enough)
lol my pony tailwas SO high and some hair fell down.. EWW!
haiz
then aft that found that UH-OH
they were also checking for haandphones
so i just took JOhn's waterbottle
a nike one
and then bcos he emptied out all the water ( thanks)
so i just put my hp in
lol then aft that all okay
then learnt TAMIL
lol
here are those that i learnt
the malay one...
another day

INTRODUCING yourself
EL : hello, how are you?
TL : Nee-nga yep-pa-di( how) i-ruk-kee-nga?

EL : i'm FINe
TL : Naan ( I) Na-la-maa-ga i-ruk-ki-rain

EL : my name is _____.
TL : Yen Pei-yer(name) _____.

EL : What is your name ?
TL: OO-nga(your) pei-yer yenna?

EL : NIce to meet you
TL : Oo-nai sun-thith tha-thil ma-hilz-chi.
GREETINGS
EL : good morning/ afternoon /night
TL : Kaalai*morning)/ Maalai va-nak-kam * good)

EL : Thank you, excuse me, i am sorry, please, goodby.
TL : nan-ari, yen-nai man-nik ka-voom/thaivu seithu, poi vura-hi-rain

Lol i'm tired
i'll post the rest another day
lol
okay so i shall continue
thne aft that went back to class
then rushed off to recess
then during recess,... nvm
then afterthat
had a little bit of math
then had chinese
lao shi didnt come
so i went back to 6a..
lol haha played with vicki, john, willie, ccy and etc.
lolbut i felt a little wierd 'cos i felt like an amateur..
like i'm in what.. cl__?
haiz then the'yre in cl1
then aft that had math mrs chen agreed to let us play for a while
then terry blamed me for not putting him in
ah well
then aft that somebodies came to talk to me
:D
then aft that i was trying not to smile... 'cos i was TRYING to be serious
lol
very difficult to not smile loh
see the look on their face
so ___ nvm
LOL
later they offended
lol then kai yee started to smile
and i just got up to save myself the embarrassment and said ' i go talk to terry'
before she could nudge me or anything
ithink he got it
but ah wellLOL
thneaft that
went to library
kai yee wanted to come to my house butten
it was POURING so i went home
and we all went home
then i switched on the laptop
'cos my sis was using the com
then aft that
clarissa talked to me :D she's nice
=D serious
haha hey can leave your link again clarissa?
so i went to sleep bcos my eyelids were falling alr LOL
thenaft that woke up then went to eat dinner
then aft that wanted to watch ' 8 below butten the region is not the same so canot loh
lol then watched abit of memoirs of the geisha then i dont want to watch alr. scared and bored mah
lol
then aft that had a big fight with terry

i cant wait for thursday
xoxo
Elisabeth

oo 50 posts alr :D hahah
but on this blog lah
on the class blog........ nvm
okay i shall sayabout my day
LIFE IN HELL DAY 2
started with going to school with a .... down attitude..
it was VERY obvious that 6a was having a Big difficulty changing our normal daily routine - go up to the classroom.
then later, got a scolding again
i just decided to cooperate and make everybody else do so... so that we could have at least a reasonable 15 minutes of PE....
then had PE.
aft that.. it was CUTSHORT
'cos the p6s were having some programmes
the chinese were learning malay
and will learn tamil tomorrow
we learn phrases like
erm i cant rmb but i will post them in the next post
lol
then the malays and indians were learning chinese
haha thiru's chinese is not bad=D
then mr isa,who having taken notes, greeted us with chinese
and the whole class gave him an encouraging cheer
and he 'continued' to speak in as much chinese as he could
as in like
or something like that
lol
then aft that
when the indians and malays were outside,.. then aft that, he said some morechinese
haha really cool
then thiru was VERY BAD
he said
"MR ISA QI FU XIAO HAI"
the WHOLE class was like ' OOOOOOHHHHHH!!!! ' and laughing
BOLD move thiru haha
but mr isa ... didn undderstand LOL
and was like ' wo bu zhi dao.. " lol i know lah .it's not the correct han yu pin ying. butten i am writing it the way that they say it LOL?
then aft that had math
just read CADDIE WOODLAWN
i used to not likeit but i do now
RECESS
the canteen was SURPRISINGLY 'deserted'
wonder what happened to everybody
lol
okay so we received the 'CHOOSING YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOLS PART II' today
which contains all the information on all the sec schools
okay here's my 6 choices but ofcourse, i dont know i just 'aim'



okay mychoice of schools aren't very good but.. ah well
i dont really know if i rEALLY want it or not .. they're not in order
but the first few are
yeah okay
i shallpost more tomorrow. i'm VERY tired
bye
toodles
xoxo
elisabeth

OKAY I'm BACK!
my life today :
it all started off with school
supposed to be fun yet BORING AND TIRING school
it is after psle, and we should be given our freedom
our chance to play in school
but YET
the teachers, as if totally psyched up by our exams * WHICH ARE SO TOTALLY OBVIOUSLY OVERRRR!!!!!!* that they still act as if our exams are AROUND THE CONNNERRRRR!!!!
AS IF WE CARE! COMMON TEACHERS! WE ARE KIDS!
WE WORKED OUR BUTTS OFF AND JUST WAANT A LITTLE BIT OF FUN?! CANT YOU GIVE US THAT?!
ISIT BECAUSE WE'VE BEEN ACTING LOUSY?! YOU TEACHERS JUST DONT UNDERSTAND CHILDREN! HAVNT YOUBEEN ONE BEFORE?! IS THIS TO VENT OUT YOUR ANGER FROM YORU CHILDHOOD ON US!? CAN YOU ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE'RE HAVING BIGGER PRIVILIGES!?!?! ONLY TEACHERS LIKE MS YIN UNDERSTAND US
THAT IS THE KIND OF TEACHER THAT WE WANT
A TEACHER THAT UNDERSTANDS US
A TEACHER THAT ALLOWS US TO CHILL
A TEACHER THAT DOESNT FORGET CHILDRENS' DAY!!! * THIS IS FOR MR ISA*
YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE MAKING XINGHUA AFT PSLE A LIVING HELL!!
have we REALLY BEEN BEHAVING BADLY?!
ARE YOU SURE?!
OR ARE YOU JUST JEALOUS
OR ISIT BCOS OF OTHER STUFFS?!
WHY DO YOU ALWAYs HAVE TO BE HYPOCRITES?!
you say that you wont scold us nomatter what class we are from or how we look like unless we mis bhave
WELL YOURE BIASED
MR JEEVAN!
YOUPICK ON ALLLL THE OTHER CLASSES!
ESPECIALLY 6A!YOU KNOW, YOU CAN ACTUALYL BE A NICE GUY..
BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO PUT US THROUGH THIS TORTURE RIGHT?
WHY CANT YOUALL JUST GIVE US A BREAK?!?!!?!!?!?!? WHY DO YOU ALL HAVE TO PUT US THROUGH THIS LAME STUFFS!
WHY WHY WHYY?!?!!!!1
I HATE XINGHUANOW!!! I WLD RATHER BE STUDYING FOR PSLE NOW THEN TO HAVE YOU MAKE OUR LIVES A LIVING HELL1
HELL! I TELL YOU!
YOU JUST DONT FEEL THE ANGER INSIDE ALL OF US RIGHT?!
YOU THINK THAT ALL OF US DONT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE OURSELVES?
YOU KNOW THAT YOU PUT US THROUGH ALL THAT TORTURE JUST TO DISCIPLINE SOME STUDENTS!?
YOU KNOW HOW BIASEDD YOU ARE TOWARDS 6A?! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN WE ARE FEELING?!
I HATE YOU TEACHERS!
HATE HATE HATE!!!!!
i will NEVER FORGIVE YOU ALL
put us through all these tortures, i dont CARE!
butyou know waht,
no matter "HOW MUCH KNOWLEDGE you give to your students
they wont learn
'cos you have to treat them well to make them like you... so that they will learn better
p6s 07 .. have been working our bUTTS off the make the standard of XINGHUA high
can you at least APPRECIATE THAT?!
we SUFFER so much! ofcousre its evry teachers' dream for students to score well
you know the truth? not 'cos you love us
but bcos you want a promotion
bcos you want to say ' i taught that guy'
because you want to show off
and think that you made a big impact
but you know waht
whatever you say, i'm just gonna shut my ear to it
im' NEVER going to listen to your advice again
NEVER AGAIN!!!!






okay phew enough of venting my anger
today went to kai yee's house with.......
me, =D
and some other 'friends'
lOL
then watched a movie
then played some stuffs
then went home
no i went to hougang mall
lol then i called DADDY To pick me up
haha
this is a shortened version


xoxo,
ELISABETH
*my parents are nagging too*

HEllo
hhahaa
i'm abit happy today i guess
lol
=D
lol i shall describe my day

i woke up very late * i really enjoyed it manns*
then i went to bathe
and i 'ate' breakfast
then wished momma good bye
then used the computer
woooooohoooo!
lol
then watched ABEET of TV
then found it boring
then switched it off
went to bathe,
then went to ky's house
actuallyi went to kovan*by mrt*
then i waited for her
:D
then i saw her
nono
i saw nad first
then i talked to them :D
ahaha
THEYSAW MRSCHAN! i'm SO JEALOUS!
then later i saw vicki, ky and belinda
haha belinda was abit blur=X but cute lah
hahaha
then ky was like ' EEEEELLEEEEESAAAAAABBBEEEEETTTTTHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!''
yeah ...
ahha
then she started to run to me
arms open
so sweet!=D
and then vicki also 'screamed'
and followed
hhaha?
hahaha :D
but i let down my hair so they took some time
HAHAHa
btw i layerd my hair
=)
hahaha
but now its difficult to tie :(
poor me right?=X
hAHAHHHAHAHa
okay then waited for zq
hahaaha
then took 112 to ky's house
LOL
then later went to her house
waaah
i have not been there for like 2 years
:D
lol
then later watched abit of TV 'cos ky was eating her mee
'cos she was starving
lol
and she didnt want to miss any part of ratatouille
idont know how to spell
but it's pronounced as ' rat-ta-too-ee'
okkay
then later her momma came back
lol her mom's really nice
lol then ate lunch *her mom bought*
THANKS KAIYEE'S MOMMMYY!
lol?
okay thenaft ky bathed,
her hair was like
WOAH BABY!=X
lol no lah
her hair was just over her eye(fringe)
which was like
WOOHOOO!
GORGEOUS
unliek me
tie or dont tie fringe let down or fringe not let down also look so ugly
lol
hahAH
:D
serious
HAHAHAHA :D lol i kinda miss the normal school days
oo i'm random
AHHAa
okay then later watched rattatouille
then later,
we played UNO
then found it boring
then played STRESS
:D
hahahahaa
then later, got bored
so went down to playbadminton
haha
but i sucked
as USUAL
heh
then lata
hmm..
icant rmb leh
ehh wait
lemme organize my thoughts
okay then lata
.hmmm zq played
waaah
lol
then later ran to the swings
okay not run lah
lol
then later swing
swing
HAHA kai yee swing so high sia
hahahaha
:"D
then later 'turned' around on the swing
hahaha
then let go... GIDDY!
HAHAHA
then later lay on the slide
and we said like ' EH! that cloud looks like the letters ' IN'
and " THAT small cloud there? yeah it looks like somebody running/dancing
hahaha
" and thAt BIGGGEEEEE one over there islike a big dragon
haha! something is coming out of its nose"
HAHAHAHa
:D
it REEAAALLLY Felt good to lie on a slide
even though i needa wash my hair
HAHa
hahaha
then later went back
then watched a chinese Tv
then later went home with zq
she wanted to walk so i walked with her
haha
with a weather andsuch a light bag+ iwas wearing comfortable clothes,.....
HOW COULD I RESIST? :D
HAHAHA
i was SO proud of myself
i walked SUCH A long distance
haha
28 min ++
non-stop
:D
then later was walking towards the busstop outside xinghua, met yiyu..
she asked for my msn
but yet no use.. so funnh hor
hhhaa?
lolthen lata took bus
then walked home
haha
then i SAW my daddy!
driving out to go to prayer meetnig
:D
<3 daddy!=D then saw CUUUTTEEEEE GOOOLLLLDDDDEEEE!:D haha no that's not how you spell her name lol then later used com then ate dinner then later used somemore com saw nic online!<3 nic :D then later .... watched Tv WAAH MY FAV SHOWS ON DISNEY! :D HAnnah montana - 2 EPISODES!!!!! TOTALLY SPIESSS---- NEW EPISODES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 haHA okay then HERE I AM

NOT IN ORDER:
<3 terence..he's a sweet guy
hahaa
<3 my family
<3kai yee
<3nadhirah
<36a!
<3 6E girls
<3 VICKI
<3_______
<3sista and brothers
<3 GOldie
<3sowati
<3alia
<3ALOT OF PEEPS
<3 ms yin
<3 mrs chan
:D

xoxo, Elisabeth

*Today there will be no song bcos it is very late and my parents are nagging*
POSTED AT : 10.34 p.m. october 09 2007

hEY PEEPS!
YAY!
PSLE's OVER!
haha i was countingdown the days mann
LOL
i wonder if i SHould start a countdown to my birthday
hAHA
but my math really sucks and i cnanot count you see LOL
=D
i shld be jumping around bcos i have SO much freedom but yet, i'm not
alot of things have been running through my mind
even when i'm sleeping
and i will always wake up
in the middle of the night
covered with sweat
and my stomach with that sick, empty feeling
1) LOOKS
i look gross. i mean EVERYBODY can see that
i'ts not like i can change it and not that i will go for plastic surgery 'cos i think its a waste of money and stuff
but you know
i am SERIOUSLY ugly no matter how many people say ' waaah.. so pretty. she looks so grownup now...' no matter HOW many people tell me that, i still know its all a lie
its just basic politeness
as in my aunts and relatives
friends... say " CHIOBU!!'
which IS also just a lie
'cos nobody... has EVER made me feel REALLY beautiful before.. no matter how they say it
'cos whenever i see my reflection on the mirror, i see a stupid, ugly, +sized person staring back into my eyes
AND whnever i see my friends, i'm filled with envy
not that it really gets the bad side of me out
it's just
....
jealousy
i mean sometimes its REALLY difficult to hold back all your feelings
so sometimes you just lash out at your friends like a tigress
bcos you are SO jealous
ARGH i HATE that about me
i always dont think of others
i'm SO conceited
I only think about howi feel
how i look
and everything that revolves around me
argh
....really in need of coaching here....
2)THANKS JOANNAH
she always makes me laugh with all those silly names
haHA
and you know what, i think shes the only peep who has actually MADE me feel pretty
not even beautiful.. pretty
she influenced alot of my stuffs
lOL i think that she's an 'it' girl
just a VERY Wierd one
lol but i can never feel equal to her
'cos she's like everything
3)gRADUATION
it just hurts doesnt it
when you think of GRADUATION
Especially whneyou're in a class that totally rocks your socks mann
that's how i feel
i dont feel scared of speaking up in 6a
'cos even though you're being embarrassed, its full of very nic epeople to just cheer youup
even thoguh 6a is like suppose to be the 'cream of the crop'
and speak like broadcasters, we still have local flavour in us
we're just a normal bunch of people
just a very special bunch of people... except .. ofcourse... me
4) PSLE
okay THIS has made my stomach VERY empty
everytime i ALWAYS *idont know why* wake up then i will have to start calming myself
i alwyas dream that i get 230+ and that.. isnt good enough for me
but ah well
:(
what can i do
nothing
i'll just suffer these 4 years alone.... if that's liek really possible 'cos i'm not like those kind of introverted,peopl
5) biRTHDAY party
gee, i wonder if i really SHOULD have a birthday party
'cos well.. as vicki said
what's so great about birthday?
its just another day. where you get to celebrate...
hmmm
really need coaching
and ofcourse, good coaching
6) FRIENDS
i think that i havnt treated all my friends good
i'm really sorry
i'm REALLY trying to contain my anger and trying to be nice


I REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN HAVE a CONCERT FOR GRADUATION


xoxo
Elisabeth






a SONG
[GALLERIA:]When I was just a little girl,My mama used to tuck me into bed,And she'd read me a story.
[CHANEL:]It always was about a princess in distressAnd how a guy would save herAnd end up with the glory.

[DORINDA:]I'd lie in bedAnd think aboutThe person that I wanted to be,

[AQUA:]Then one day I realizedThe fairy tale life wasn’t for me.



[CHORUS – ALL:]

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (Come and set me free)

I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

Don't wanna be

No, no, no one else.

I’d rather rescue myself.



[ALL:]Someday I'm gonna find SomeoneWho wants my soul, heart and mindWhos not afraid to show that he loves meSomebody who will understand im happy just the way i amDont need nobody taking care of me(i will be there)I will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for mewhen i give myself then it has got to be an equal thing

[CHORUS]


[ALL:]I can slay (I can slay) my own dragons. (My own dragons)I can dream my own dreams. (My own dreams)My knight in shining armor (shining armor) is me.So I'm gonna set me free.





I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody to come and set me free

.I don’t wanna be like someone waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

Oh no will survive

Unless somebody's on my side

I don’t wanna be like

Cinderella,

Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,

Waiting for somebody (oh -Oh) to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh no will survive
Unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna dependon, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody (oh -Oh)to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh no will survive
Unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna dependon, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.

okay so i said that i wldn't post UNTIL PSLE
well 2 papers have passed. so i have the right to post right ? :D
okay i shall describe my two days

WedNesDay:
SubJect : EngLish
okay it didnt TOTALLY suck lah
start ! :D
woke up and found myself VERY hungry

how?:... i'm always answering myself.. ah well

then bathed then did regular stuff
then went back to room
sat on bed,
calmed down
breathed in.... DEEPLY\
breathe out
hmm
i was totally freakin' over the fact that i WASN'T scared
lol
okay drank milo
rushed off to school
there, i calmed myself down again
' its gonna be ok... just dont disappoint anybody.. do your best..'
i kept .. reminding myself
while everybody was FREAKIN' out and revising compo notes, i was sitting there and reading
.... surprising/
lol
i have been reading a few stuffs from now
during the compo right
it was about being in an MRT and then darkness suddenly set in ...? ist that it aiya dont care
okay then when i reached school, i asked Johnny a question..
sth about a word..
euphoria..
how to put into a sentence?
dont get me wrong.. i wAS freakin' out too. just quietly lol
then i asked him and then when he was thinking
kai yee suddenly thought of her 'plan' which i dont know what..
then she pulled johnny away
and i was giving her the -.^ look
.....
... then aft that i wanted to ask him the question AGAIN 'cos he didnt answer me-.-'
then aft that
i didnt dare to go and ask him asin go to his place and ask him 'cos the teacher had alr come
then the whole day he was acting all freakoee and wierdoee around me ....
hmm
okay then stepped into the exam room
wah
so silent manns
AHHAHA
actually i dont know why i wasnt all freakoee over the english
maybe i'm prepared?? I WISH!
....
then hor
i started to write
and write
and WRITE
i felt so anticipated
OHMANNS i love my story
okay i dont LOVE it
but i like it :D
hmm another day then i post
xoxo
-Elisabeth

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

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part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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