as the title saysit..
my last post...
.....
for now.
until PSLE comes
haha hyped up
going to malaysia for church camp
gonna have a class party
gonna have a birthday party*MOSTPROBABLY*
GOING to phuket for family holiday
:D
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i have totallymostly forgotten about some people and i'm proudda it. no more distractions... no more worries. no more trouble..
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CRYstal is so demoralizing.
does she HAVE To remind me that the entry point is 259?!??!! i mean it's like it's only a dream.. it's not as if it's gonna come true.. she's that kind of person who keep on wanting to make known to the whole world of their 'superiorness'
and in the process, hurt people TERRIBLY.. i mean it's like so totally ARGGH!
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my heart feels empty. the only thing that i care about these days is .. music.
it's my passion.. the only thing that i was ever good at. andnow.. i blew it
i feel ignored, demoralized, hurt, kicked aside and everything an emo person feels
just without a guy included




love is just stupid... but i amwas stupid..........to fall for you but not anymore

Elisabeth

HEY! today was childrens' day celebration it rawked like nothing manns
okay lemme start
1. i came to school all hypped up like duh i mean it's like OUR DAY manns! we shlda enjoy it :D
2. then had MUSIC LESSON!! WEE
we learnt the meaning of ' samoga behagia?' i dont know how to spelll sorry
it really will bring back memories when i ain't a child anymore
my last year
i'll cry manns but ah welli controlled myself
3. HAD PE
actually mdm lee was late
budden later mdm siti took over the PE and let us play and WEEHHEE i am IMPROVING
4. had english....erm not much of a greatthing but i tried to keep my spirits high :D
mr isa promised to celebrate childrens' day after psle so i shall TRY to smile.. and be happy
5. had early recess :D
6. CONCERT!!!!!
OMgosh thisis liek the HIGHLIGHT THE DAYMANNS!
okay it like TOTALLY rocked i want to video it and keep thememories and ofcourse. post it herebut too bad cannot :(


MS YIN : YOU TOTALLY ROCKEDMANN you and your P4 teachers
TOTALLY COOL!
:D


this is the video :D music video
LOL
okay then had chinese
walao the teacher was like so nice
got correctiontape *pentel and the super ex one*
and + lollipop+ pringles LOL
i felt so.. guilty i ate the pringles. LOL
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then had MATH
OHMANN
i didnt expect mrs chen to like give us presents
omann
:D THANKS MRS CHEN
she gave us a hankerchiefLOL even though it may be like 'immature' and stuffs. i think that it reminds me that ii'm still a child no matter what and besides. her taste is like SO CUTE LAH
I like princesses * i used to be like ahh! over them*
and yijie had this SUPER DOOPER OOBBER CUTE chipmunk one
sEe? told'ya mrs chen had a good taste
+++++++ xinghuagave us a VERY cool torchlight
if i have time then i post the pics of the presents
*even thought some of them are alr eaten =X*
and she gaev us lollipop + hello panda
MRS CHEN!THAT IS MORE THAN I EVER WISHED FOR THANKS!!!!!

then camehome :D LOL


to teachers !!~

Ms yin : thanks for the personalised bookmark the good point is 1. i have a bookmark now.. 2.. i have treasured memories... 3. IT's from you!!!
MRS CHAN : YOU WERE GREAT UP THERE mAN!
MR Isa: ... :D?
MRS CHen : THANKS FOR EVERYTHINg
LAO SHI : THANKS for being there for me.. always
mdm lee: THANKS FOR THE POPULAR VOUCHERS MANN
-------------------------THANKS EVERYBODY------------------------------------
A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR THE TEACHERS

okay . these few days, i'm REALLY dead tired=.=' LOL
just posting about my day today
today.. hmm
wasn't like totally good or whatever lah
okay lets start from the very beginning.. a very good place to start.. whenyou sing you begin with do re mi, blahblahblah :D
LOL
okay
so we had PE
actually it's only like ... what. 4 min? okay 8 min lah
budden i like to exaggerate.
===howeveryou spell that------------
then had english. mr isa didnt come so mrs khoo came
and john was being soo rebellious
like HAHA
LOL i kinda pity mrs khoo
hated b y students. yet loved when gone
i wonder what's its like to know that i'm being appreciated
haiz
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then had math
mrs chen was in quite a good mood
:D LOL HAHAH
then recss.
then math
the MT
hmm
mt wasn't tooo bad lah
:D
then aft that math, kenna scolding... mrs chensudenyl bad mood
sth bad happened
stupid person
who made mrs chen angry
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then had science.
haixz
BOORRRIINGGG
actually science isnt boring
its just going through answers
i mean
-.-'
it's boring
i mean it's like..yeah you know what i'm talking about LOL
then aft that
lunch
then had an english mass lecture on synthesis and transformation
and you know what? mr jeevan called me! and i was like freaking scared..
so i was like ' errrrr.'
okay lemme describe the scene
mr jeevan flashed the question on the screen
and looked at 6a..
' i want a prefect.....'
then i sighed in relief
' NONO.. i change my mind'
and my heart started to beat faster and faster
then suddenly.. the dreaded moment came.
he raised his finger, and said ' That girl...'
and i was... scared to death
he was pointing at mE!
and all the front peeps turned round and said 'EEEllleeesaaabbbeeeettttthhh''
with a smile in their face... -.^ and when i got up, i heard people cheering for me :D
i felt appreciated manns
LOL
thanks 6a .. the peeps behind
actually the boys
not the girls
ahh well what can you expect
and i could hear leland say . ' ohhhhhhhhhh.......'''
and i could SENSEthat jithui, jolina, joanne, simhwee, licheng.. yeap they were all smiling
okay
i walked up there
i wasnt shivering...... YET
then aft that, itwas like...
mr jeevan : what's your name?
me : elisabeth..
okay elisabet
-.-' made the whole hall laugh manns... lOL
answer this question
i was SHIVERING while i answered it
LOL
i couldnt even HEAR myself speakk-.-''''
stage fright? loL think so
then later.
i couldn't hear what he said at all. ...
well. i shldnt be scared 'cos im not doing a bad thing..... right?
then i got it correct. yay? LOL
then he called me a 'he'
-...--'
then was like..... DOTDOTDOT

DO I LOOK like a guy?
haiz
then aft that
had chinese mass lecture
not badd manns
mr lim was cute haha
jiahong cute :D
i mean jiahong that kind of cute
LOL
then aft that came home loh
i'm terribly disappointed in some people
but you know what...
i think i'm gonna be fine

some people have changed for the better....
and i congragulate them.......
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i really look forward to tmw
music lesson!!
:D
i LOVE broadway musicals!! ookay
okay anyway
it's 11
i dont think that i can keep this up any longer



phrase of the day : PROCASTINATORS OF THE WORLD UNITE.................... tomorrow......
aHHAHAa
i like it LOL
signing off
[_lizZ_]paranoid/&} `....in sweet memories of that special class...<33
PROCASTINATORS OF THE WORLD UNITE ....tomorrow DEAD TIRED mugging;

okay i'm back..
i wanted to post yesterday, but i was too lazy since i had too many stuffs to talk about..lOL
erm okay now i'm watching a movie so later!

hey peepoS!

LC just passed. and i guessed i kinda sucked eh?
i mean i know that i alr have 1 wrong for thechinese, if the chi pros get 3, my ans is WRONG
ah well
what can i do? it's alr over
i'm chillin' out now, 'cos i studied in the day
i only wish that PSLE is alr over
=D

for a moment...

but it's not like TOTALLY good or whataever loh
'cos it's like we're all going into a new environment and etc.
but we gotta go through it SOME day..so ah well

LOVE you 6A!
`Elisabeth

life is short. time waits for no man
i used to think that all of that was crap. but now, no.
not anymore
i have finally understood the value of time, even though sometimes i do nothing to stop myself frmo wasting time

another thing that i learnt today was that
if you think you like sth, you like it.
if you think that you can do it, you can
i guess that i have alr figured that out like how long ago
i have been giving peeps 'lectures' about how the pshycological barrier affects our life.
blahblahblah
that kind of boring stuff, but i dont really find itboring.
some people only THINK it's boring, but actually, it ain't
it's whether you think it IS boring or not
if you do not think that itis boring, you will put your heart and soul into listening. and vice versa
i have no idea if i spelt that correctly, but i will write waht i rmb
today was a day where i reflected,
so now, i feel as if it's useless to say, we're too younG! 'cos theres alwyas a first time
and personally, those people who've NEVER had a sINGLE in their entireee life are kinda like anti social ( MOST)
there's always a first time.
life is so short
12 years of my life has whizzed past me
and another 6 years again will.
and another 6, yet another 6 and another 12 and i'll be in my mids
see how fast time passes?

i never want this to end... my fantasy my gift my dream
`elisabeth

This Is My Now
There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself
There was a time when I was so afraid
I thought I'd reached the end
Baby that was then
But I am made of more than my yesterdays

[Chorus]This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

Had to decide was I gonna play it safe
Or look somewhere deep insideand try to turn the tide
Find the strength to take that step of faith

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

And I have the courage like never before, yeah
I've settled for less but ready for more
Ready for more

[Chorus x2]

This is my now



this song really touches me
if the video doesn work, please go to
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRD6GhNrpyw
:D thanks
-Elisabeth

it's just harder to be happy, enthusiastic about everything, crazy, basically myself these days.
idont know what is happening to me
i'm sorry if i flared up
it's just that sometimes,
i have wild dreams,
and i get traumatized*believe me its scary* and i just flare up at every single thing
depression AND traumatizm
it's just horrible but what can i do about it?
i try to stop myself
but so many things are just freakin' rushed
why cant i just sit back and relax the world?
PSLE is coming,
my back aches.
my throat hasn't healed
we're leaving primary school,
my prelim resultsSUCKED AND i'm the total loser of aLL times

i mean
is a BCAA good for prelim?
yeah. NOT
there. i'm flaring up again.
there's little flaring up, sensitive, hot- tempered me again
i think that i'm flaring up at my OWN SELF
i realised that i was an innocent kid when i wasn't contaminated by the things of the world,
and now, i just cannot help it
i used to have no troubles,
i used to work hard.
yet now? no...
i'm a total loser
my best friends are ignoring me
my best friends think i'm a fool
my best friends are turning their backs on a pathetic loser like me
i still think that i'm cool when i'm not
i still think that i'm gonna achieve a place in SCGS
i still think that i'm gonna have a CHANCE to sing anyhow
i still think that i have alot of talent when i have 0 talents
i'm just the suckiest person EVER in this world
see? i'm so sucky that nobody EVER visits my blog
so this is a diary


life sucks ... period.
ignored.sucks.expected.depressed.loser.letsEVERYbodydown.tha'ts me

elisabeth.

Labels: i HATE this

these few days, i've been reflecting alot.. ithink it's because i have alot of time to think about it...
idont know if that's good
i mean
my mind has been dreaming about alot of fantasies, that just wont happen.
it kinda hurts some times, 'cos sometimes, you just want it too much.
but you know that you wont get it.
for example.
to be appreciated.
today
..---------------------
i Woke up.
blahblah did some stuffs. did SOME stuffs.
aah well lah
lip synchin' in the rain very funny
the suite life of zack and Cody.
HAHAHA
doh yay me!far,so? la ti Doh!
doh ..doh means money:D
re mi.... yay me!!!*claps
fa so if sth's far, i say So? 'cos i have a private jet hahaha
ti.. my favourite vowel!
doh... yay! more money!
LOL
from london tipton
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then went out,
to tuition
chinese
:D 3 hours
new teacher
actually she quite okay lah
more strict that my prvious
but i really feel guilty man
i didnt give my tuition teacher a teachers' day present on teachers' DAY!AH!@
ahhhhnnnyyy way
ANYWAY
my sister took me to eduplus took bus 53. my fav bus number:D
:HAAAHAH
anyway
then went there
1.30 - 2.30 : zuo wen kao shi
2.30 - 2.40 : break
2.40 - 3.00 : sth about our compo
3.00 - 4.30: compree
today was a makeup for the last two lessons which were .... after PSLE.
ahhhh weeelll
it's over
but i really enjoyed it
'cos
alot of jokes and it was like kinda relaxed.
:D
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then went home
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on the bus home, i thought about having cancer.
you know the kind that causes you to lose your hair?
then i dreamt that i wore a wig to school and john pulled it down-.-'
then my secret was exposed.
then i just ran to the toilet
kai yee was there
i didnt care
'cos 'i was gonna die!!!'
-.-'
now, i wonder why it's so scary to tell the truth
i mean i know it's kinda scary but
.....................it's human nature
but if you think about it in my point of view..
aihyah
idk how to explain
i thought VERY carefully how to say it on the way home
*Actually i kinda got so caught up init, i kinda imagined that i HAD cancer.:DLOL but i dont.*
ahhh well
i'm off to listen to music
bye
`Elisabeth

life sucked man
yesterday wasn't s0 bad. but today sucked. period.
Today started off with going to school, not bad.. except that i was tired. really.
then erm reached school.... did some p5 stuffs. quite easy actually
then after that,
i had approximately, the MOST EMbarrassing moment of my life
anyway i am too lazy to post anymore.. too many embarrassments for a day
too many things to cry about
too many things...
`elisabeth

Labels: scarred for life

a cute picture that evelyn sent me.. the whole gang. see sylvester?SO SWEET!












:D then after that, we let her shake shake shake..:D
then we put the flea tick.. which is to prevent gootoo.. i dont know how to spell
so i'm doing the pronunciation:D
ah well then after that, i came up, bathed, sat down, and started work:D
blahblahblah
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went out with mommy :D we actually went out for a reason...duh
:D ahh welll first, ate lunch.. at erm. i cant rmb where. =D mummy and i were talking about how EQ is so very important for our lives* if anybody doesnt know, EQ = emotional quotient)bahh
then she said that my daddy has a high EQ AND IQ...YAY DADDY!
:D
haha
then after that, went to library to check accounts and return books:D
then went to popular..
bought a new ring file as in a nice ring file, if you know me, you will see it on monday.=D
-.^ AHA
blahblahblah
then went to erm.
pharmacy .. hougang mall then found out that they didnt have a type of medicine, then went to a shop : PET LOVERS CENTRE to buy a liddle cutter for my doggies' nails..*they're sharpp*
then i saw some leashes.. so i bought her a new collar* vERY CuTE* and a new leash.. + harness.lOL
then after that, went to heartland mall.
bought sth from that pharmacy and went to DBS
=D not for me lah. for my mommy.
i am TOTALLY clueless about banking...
numbers confuse me... okay not all lah
but usually.
:D-
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then after that, went home.
haha pigged out.
=X
then i helped my mommy to color some dices.
dont know why
and i helped my maid to cut some stuffs.
:D
yay me
=X
then later erm i was rushing up and down, and mommy told me that ah heng, our familys' contractor, still rmbered me:D 'cos last time, i was the one who played with him as in i jumped on his back etc.:D fun times
i only rmb one time, i just woke up, and i was standing at the top of the stairs, hair messy, blur look:D. and i tumbled down..
LOL then i went to mommy for comfort. then i heard that ah heng was coming.
then i ran out:D
haha
but things change, people change.......
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then after that, brought liddle goldie out for a walk.
haha with the harness, she looked so cute mann.
she waslike AHH!SO CUTE!
...
i shall not continue elaborating 'cos i'll flood the whole post with ' AHH! SOO CUUTE!!!'
haha
then after that,
went to erm
i cant rmb where.
:D
ah yah! the field.
:D then she was scared of two VERY big doggies who were... obviously inside the house-.-'
then she was pulling and, suprisingly, she stepped out of her harness. she has some VERY GOOD Escape tricks..:D
then came home blah.[:
then after that,
had a VERY NICE SOUP + dinner.
i could totally drink that soup for my dinner.
so fresh, so hot.. so refreshing:D
then after that,
had some visitors..
they're REALLY NICE:D
then after that, i played immature soccer with my brother..i'm immature, not him.:D
i was like. misisng the ball HAHA!
i realised that i can block, but i SUCK At shooting.
hahaha
really tiring manns.
then when i stopped, 'cos i WON HIM! WEE HOO!
*first to 5 mah* me to him... 5 - 4 :D
but he gave me chance lah.
but let me celebrate abit can?
:D
sweat sweat sweat
hhot hot hot
fun
and i gotta do it again
:D

HAHA. i'm going crazy over baby looney tunes. i love this skin. but if there was a baby looney tunes picture up there^^ * in place of baby spongebob, i'm TOTALLY FOR IT MANN!
:D
~Elisabeth:D

hi... damn i feel so ignored and stuffs. why do i feel like that? ah well. this post is short.
ifeeltired.depressed and ignored..
why? idontknow

Elisabeth

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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