okay. it's really been tough for me today so.. erm...i'mnot doing a lonng post. *ithink*

TODAY
erm okay i startedthe daywith english..
bamm there goes my english marks
i can kiss it goodbye
*goodbye marks.. muah*
..ididnt even get an A!?not even ABOVE 70?!? argh
how am i going to face my sister? my brothers? my daddy? my mom?..
and most importantly.
how am i going to answer to...

myself..

i asked myself.. have i been working hard? i say 'no'.. but i HAVE been working....argh.. i'm totally freakin' out these marks cannot leave my mind.
when i was walking back....i was thinking about it. and an empty feeling swept over me.. and i was like crouching down on the pavement as if i had a stomach ache.. nobody was watching me so idont care..
mann do i hate that feeling. that was the feeling that i had when i was depressed....iDONTwantto be DEPRESSED>
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after english, we had math.. not that bad.. i got 79... i wanted to get above 80..but if this is what i get, i'm okay..*3 people had 100.. congratz yijie. guessed those hard work that you put in helps....100 is your reward*..**idoubtyouwillreadthis**
-----------------------*ofcoursei'llwork*
then ...brrriinggg recess. quite okay..
if leland is reading this.... sorry for what i said... sorry for calling you ......not good..
i really didnt mean it. it just slipped. it's the horrible side of methat just wants to be a part of sth, to make me feel as if i AM something but actually, i'm nothing... sorry
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had mother tongue. it wasnt SOO bad.
*skip*
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had SCIENCe
i HATE this part
i got soo low!?! argh i never got *not an A in this year before?!??1
ARGRGGGH .. to add to the misery, IT IS PRELIM!?!?!?!
ARGGGH
**SKIPP!!!******
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had 'art' this relief teacher came in walao. he treated us as if we were what. robots..
'IF YOU WANT TO TALK, RAISE YOUR HAND,THEN ONLY CAN WE MAINTAIN ORDER' then i was like. WHAT DEE.. talk also must raise hand...i almost wanted to scream..
'HELLO! we're KIDS! we're STRESSED. give us a break will'ya'.. yeah but unfortunately i was too busy 'crying' over my marks to care..
here's another 'quote'
' If you dont have Discipline, you cannot study..' then i was like ... walao. obviously he comes from the olden days where they always get you to drill drill drill. well, you know what? morden kids ai'nt like that. morden kids are more 'pampered' BUT we know when to study and when to enjoy..we aren't stupid people.. we are HUMAN BEINGS.. GIVE US A BREAK ok?! art is like the period wheere we get to enjoy and socialize. you might say ' you have recess.. ' but... i ask you...
do you only socialize with your fellow colleagues with only what .. less than HALF AN HOUR?! OBVIOUSLY NOT RIGHT. THEN GIVE US A BREAK!!!
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ihate my life...not as in depressing mood. but REALLY. sincerely.
you know what? i bet my life is so damn boring that i would even
walk slowly even though a big bully told me that i better rushed home if not i'll *craccck*
SERIOUSLY. my life is THAT boring. my life is NOTHING special..
i cant even bring myself to put A SINGLE smiley face
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
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i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
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LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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