evrything is just not as it is supposed to be
ARGH
time is runnin' short.

my qualifications. * to be an idiot*
1. i'm stupid
2. i'm ugly
3. i'm hated
4. people thinki'm wierd
5. crazy
6. random
7.unwanted
8. treated like dung
9. HATED
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i am SO stupid.
i can NEVER get ANYTHING correcton my first try
aRGH
how am i EVER gonna get into a good school?!
2.
i am SO ugly..
SOSOSOSOSO
everytime i lookinto the mirror, i see the ugliness.
i bet i even look like a guy
P-U!
3. aRgh
ok
i shall not elaborate anymore
i'm just not ideal
i'm a DISAPPOINtMENT to life
i'm disastrous
i can NEVER get sth right
i dont know ANYTHING about mylife
i am the BIGGEST faker you would ever know
argh
why can't i just be myself in front of my friends without the fear of being 'unliked'
..............................haiz
i think that i'm being depressed 'cos i think that i'm depressed.
but now,
i find it very true
thnx vicki
--
just now, i was waiting for my daddy.
all alone
then i tried to 'reflect'
and i didnt really find anything to be so depressed about.
so i guess.
i shld'nt be depressed eh?
--
i feel soooo left out man
i dont know what has come over me,.
sth has made me sooo mad + angry that i dont feel like EVER seeing SOME people in 6a
* dont get me wrong. i still want to see my darls*
just some people.
i was like. sayingso many things about ohh.'friends forever'
blahblahblah
and now, i just want to get on with my life.
and grow up
FAST
i dont want to be looked down anymore.
i dont want to be left out as always.
i want to be part of the grp,
a grp that knows no difference.
a grp that doesn't mind you being crazy
a grp that DOES the crazy things with you.
i guess that is why
when i look at my sister's friends.. and etc. i then realise like...
WHAT HAVE I BEEN MISSIN' OUT ALL THESE YEARS.
my voice sucks mann

bleah

i can't do anything about it
so i might as well
just wish upon a star.
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dedicated to some of the most precious people of my life:
I totally admire you, for accepting me for who i am
'cos normally, nobody would...
you were there when i was down, you were there when i was happy.
and i really am thankful that you're here
to catch me when i fall
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`Elisabeth(TM)(C)~

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

a 6arian HWA CHONG(international)-RIAN

part of theCLICK4♥ JEOS♥
, - JOANNA SHUMIN OLLIE ME
and the KJE'S
- KELLER JOANNA ME
i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
BEWARE ;D

LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
NEOPRINTS WITH BEST FRIENDs<3

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