hi people. i think that i'm crazy. WHY do I ALWAYS have to ?! haiz. i think it's because i think that i do. so i must think i do not.. =] GO ELISABETH!=] heh.
i'm trying to be ego . so that i'll have self-confidence. i mean. it's kinda difficult. i think that i'm soooo defiant. it's like. i can be happy. but really. i think that i really need a break from the world. it's like.. rushing past me. before i can even step into life. and really start living it. haiz. i'm gonna flunk PSLE. How?
i can't believe that it can be sooo .. scary.
and then. it's like. as i grow older every year.
i look back .. then i think.. ,' I was SO-O-O immature last year.' then it goes on.
i wonder when i'm gonna step outta my dreams. haiz
it's like as if.
i'm trying to run from reality. but no matter how hard i try. i still have to face them.
24 hours a day. that's not alot.
better make full use of it.
year by year.
an opportunity goes by.
you know.
last time. i used to think that music is my passion. and whenever i practised piano,
I pretended it was as if i was performing. then, i could picture everything.
frmo what piano it was to the lights. and what i was wearing. EVERYTHING.
but now, when given an opportunity to even PERFORM alittle bit. i blew it.
i chickened out. it is SOO depressing.
i don't think that i'll even make it.
i think that i'll just waste away my life.
then. there's people who CARE about me...
then they're like trying to cheer you up.
and when you don't..
it's kinda like.. crushing their efforts. their time.
their love ...
sometimes, it is kinda ..=] nice.
but.
yeah. sometimes. you just wanna be left alone.
i think that i'm just made to be one of those 'followers'
not those 'leaders . and IT girls'
maybe i shall just resign to my place and act like it.
it's for the best.
it's kinda depressing but yeah. it's REALITY.
better accept it now ...
so ky. nad. vicki. and every other girl in the universe
i'm soo happy for ya.
for whatever you have had....
i'll share your joy. Just tell me.. k?
-Elisabeth

i am..ELISABETHfongRUIxian(: aka !E-lis
29DEC95 is my BIG DAY

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i LOVE GOD and my family

i hate sin
i am quite sensitive at times
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LOVES
GOD....
HCIS 1E '08
Friends...;
Dogs!..
family
WANTS
to get into OXFORD/PRINCETON
to forgive and forget
to control my temper
to not have ANY fights in high school
to learn to love and not have any grudges
to not get my hopes too high
to meet great friends in sec sch
to be able to cope with sec life
to get an IB
to get a diploma in piano
to be able to lose weight
to not be ashamed of myself
to not care about other people's criticism
to ignore some people forever
to not be so tired
to have a 'perfect'body by 4 years
to make up my mind
to make life-long friends(:
to be proud of myself
god's blessings...<3
to be able to knock sense into some stupid people
my 1stbrother to get safely outta NS
my sis to do well in 'O's
my 2ndbrother to do well in his JC, preparing for 'A's
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